Now past the midway from mortality, And so I can prepare without a sigh To tell thee briefly all my joy and pain. I was a fisher once, upon this main, And my boat danced in every creek and bay; Rough billows were my home by night and day,— The sea-gulls not more constant; for I had No housing from the storm and tempests mad, But hollow rocks,-and they were palaces Of silent happiness, of slumberous ease : Long years of misery have told me so. Aye, thus it was one thousand years ago. One thousand years!-Is it then possible To look so plainly through them? to dispel
A thousand years with backward glance sublime? To breathe away as 't were all scummy slime From off a crystal pool, to see its deep, And one's own image from the bottom peep? Yes: now I am no longer wretched thrall, My long captivity and moanings all Are but a slime, a thin-pervading scum,
The which I breathe away, and thronging come Like things of yesterday my youthful pleasures.
" I touch'd no lute, I sang not, trod no measures:
I was a lonely youth on desert shores. My sports were lonely, 'mid continuous roars, And craggy isles, and sea-mew's plaintive cry Plaining discrepant between sea and sky. Dolphins were still my play-mates; shapes unseen Would let me feel their scales of gold and green, Nor be my desolation; and, full oft, When a dread water-spout had rear'd aloft Its hungry hugeness, seeming ready ripe To burst with hoarsest thunderings, and wipe My life away like a vast sponge of fate, Some friendly monster, pitying my sad state, Has dived to its foundations, gulfd it down, And left me tossing safely. But the crown Of all my life was utmost quietude: More did I love to lie in cavern rude, Keeping in wait whole days for Neptune's voice, And if it came at last, hark, and rejoice! There blush'd no summer eve but I would steer My skiff along green shelving coasts, to hear The shepherd's pipe come clear from aery steep, Mingled with ceaseless bleatings of his sheep: And never was a day of summer shine, But I beheld its birth upon the brine: For I would watch all night to see unfold Heaven's gates, and Ethon snort his morning gold Wide o'er the swelling streams and constantly At brim of day-tide, on some grassy lea, My nets would be spread out, and I at rest. The poor folk of the sea-country I blest With daily boon of fish most delicate: They knew not whence this bounty, and elate
Would strew sweet flowers on a sterile beach.
Why was I not contented? Wherefore reach At things which, but for thee, O Latmian! Had been my dreary death! Fool! I began To feel distemper'd longings: to desire The utmost privilege that ocean's sire Could grant in benediction: to be free Of all his kingdom. Long in misery I wasted, ere in one extremest fit I plunged for life or death. To interknit One's senses with so dense a breathing stuff Might seem a work of pain; so not enough Can I admire how crystal-smooth it felt, And buoyant round my limbs. At first I dwelt Whole days and days in sheer astonishment; Forgetful utterly of self-intent;
Moving but with the mighty ebb and flow. Then, like a new-fledged bird that first doth show Ilis spreaded feathers to the morrow chill, I tried in fear the pinions of my will. 'T was freedom! and at once I visited The ceaseless wonders of this ocean-bed. No need to tell thee of them, for I see That thou hast been a witness-it must be For these I know thou canst not feel a drouth, By the melancholy corners of that mouth. So I will in my story straightway pass To more immediate matter. Woe, alas! That love should be my bane! Ah, Scylla fair! Why did door Glaucus ever-ever dare To sue thee to his heart? Kind stranger-youth!
I loved her to the very white of truth, And she would not conceive it. Timid thing! She fled me swift as sea-bird on the wing, Round every isle, and point, and promontory, From where large Hercules wound up nis story Far as Egyptian Nile. My passion grew The more, the more I saw her dainty hue Gleam delicately through the azure clear: Until 't was too fierce agony to bear; And in that agony, across my grief
It flash'd, that Circe might find some relief- Cruel enchantress! So above the water
I rear'd my head, and look'd for Phoebus' daughter. Exa's isle was wondering at the moon :—
It seem'd to whirl around me, and a swoon Left me dead-drifting to that fatal power.
When I awoke, 't was in a twilight bower; Just when the light of morn, with hum of bees, Stole through its verdurous matting of fresh trees. How sweet, and sweeter! for I heard a lyre, And over it a sighing voice expire. It ceased-I caught light footsteps; and anon The fairest face that morn e'er look'd upon Push'd through a screen of roses. Starry Jove! With tears, and smiles, and honey-words she wove A net whose thraldom was more bliss than all The range of flower'd Elysium. Thus did fall The dew of her rich speech: Ah! Art awake? O let me hear thee speak, for Cupid's sake! I am so oppress'd with joy! Why, I have shed An urn of tears, as though thou wert cold dead; And now I find thee living, I will pour From these devoted eyes their silver store,
Until exhausted of the latest drop,
So it will pleasure thee, and force thee stop Here, that I too may live: but if beyond Such cool and sorrowful offerings, thou art fond Of soothing warmth, of dalliance supreme; If thou art ripe to taste a long love-dream; If smiles, if dimples, tongues for ardour mute, Hang in thy vision like a tempting fruit, O let me pluck it for thee.» Thus she link'd Her charming syllables, till indistinct Their music came to my o'er-sweeten'd soul; And then she hover'd over me, and stole So near, that if no nearer it had been This furrow'd visage thou hadst never seen.
Who could resist? Who in this universe? She did so breathe ambrosia; so immerse My fine existence in a golden clime.
She took me like a child of suckling time, And cradled me in roses. Thus condemn'd, The current of my former life was stemm'd, And to this arbitrary queen of sense
I bow'd a tranced vassal: nor would thence
Have moved, even though Amphion's heart had woo'd Me back to Scylla o'er the billows rude. For as Apollo each eve doth devise
A new appareling for western skies; So every eve, nay every spendthrift hour
Shed balmy consciousness within that bower. And I was free of haunts umbrageous; Could wander in the mazy forest-house Of squirrels, foxes shy, and antler'd deer, And birds from coverts innermost and drear Warbling for very joy mellifluous sorrow- To me new-born delights!
For moments few, a temperament as stern As Pluto's sceptre, that my words not burn These uttering lips, while I in calm speech tell How specious heaven was changed to real hell.
<< One morn she left me sleeping: half awake I sought for her smooth arms and lips, to slake My greedy thirst with nectarous camel-draughts; But she was gone. Whereat the barbed shafts
Of disappointment stuck in me so sore, That out I ran and search'd the forest o'er. Wandering about in pine and cedar gloom Damp awe assail'd me; for there 'gan to boom A sound of moan, an agony of sound, Sepulchral from the distance all around.
Then came a conquering earth-thunder, and rumbled That fierce complain to silence: while I stumbled Down a precipitous path, as if impell'd.
I came to a dark valley.-Groanings swell'd Poisonous about my ears, and louder grew, The nearer I approach'd a flame's gaunt blue, That glared before me through a thorny brake. This fire, like the eye of gordian snake,
Bewitch'd me towards; and I soon was near A sight too fearful for the feel of fear: In thicket hid I cursed the haggard scene- The banquet of my arms, my arbour queen, Seated upon an uptorn forest root; And all around her shapes, wizard and brute, Laughing, and wailing, groveling, serpenting, Showing tooth, tusk, and venom-bag, and sting! O such deformities! Old Charon's self, Should he give up awhile his penny pelf, And take a dream 'mong rushes Stygian, It could not be so phantasied. Fierce, wan, And tyrannizing was the lady's look, As over them a gnarled staff she shook. Oft-times upon the sudden she laugh'd out, And from a basket emptied to the rout Clusters of grapes, the which they raven'd quick And roar'd for more; with many a hungry lick About their shaggy jaws. Avenging, slow, Anon she took a branch of mistletoe, And emptied on 't a black dull-gurgling phial: Groan'd one and all, as if some piercing trial Was sharpening for their pitiable bones. She lifted up the charm: appealing groans From their poor breasts went sueing to her ear In vain; remorseless as an infant's bier She whisk'd against their eyes the sooty oil. Whereat was heard a noise of painful toil, Increasing gradual to a tempest rage, Shrieks, yells, and groans of torture-pilgrimage; Until their grieved bodies 'gan to bloat And puff from the tail's end to stifled throat: Then was appalling silence: then a sight More wildering than all that hoarse affright; For the whole herd, as by a whirlwind writhen, Went through the dismal air like one huge Python Antagonizing Boreas,—and so vanish'd.
Yet there was not a breath of wind: she banish'd These phantoms with a nod. Lo! from the dark Came waggish fauns, and nymphs, and satyrs stark, With dancing and loud revelry,—and went Swifter than centaurs after rapine bent.- Sighing an elephant appear'd and bow'd Before the fierce witch, speaking thus aloud In human accent: 'Potent goddess! chief Of pains resistless! make my being brief, Or let me from this heavy prison fly: Or give me to the air, or let me die! I sue not for my happy crown again; I sue not for my phalanx on the plain; I sue not for my lone, my widow'd wife: I sue not for my ruddy drops of life, My children fair, my lovely girls and boys! I will forget them; I will pass these joys; Ask nought so heavenward, so too-too high: Only I pray, as fairest boon, to die, Or be deliver'd from this cumbrous flesh, From this gross, detestable, filthy mesh, And merely given to the cold bleak air. Have mercy, Goddess! Circe, feel my prayer!'
That curst magician's name fell icy numb Upon my wild conjecturing: truth had come Naked and sabre-like against my heart. I saw a fury whetting a death-dart;
And my slain spirit, overwrought with fright, Fainted away in that dark lair of night. Think, my deliverer, how desolate
My waking must have been! disgust, and hate, And terrors manifold divided me
A spoil amongst them. I prepared to flee Into the dungeon core of that wild wood: I fled three days-when lo! before me stood Glaring the angry witch. O Dis, even now, A clammy dew is beading on my brow,
At mere remembering her pale laugh, and curse. 'Ha! ha! Sir Dainty! there must be a nurse Made of rose-leaves and thistle-down, express, To cradle thee, my sweet, and full thee: yes, I am too flinty-hard for thy nice touch: My tenderest squeeze is but a giant's clutch. So, fairy-thing, it shall have lullabies Unheard of yet; and it shall still its cries Upon some breast more lily-feminine. Oh, no-it shall not pine, and pine, and pine More than one pretty, trifling thousand years; And then 't were pity, but fate's gentle shears Cut short its immortality. Sea-flirt! Young dove of the waters! truly I'll not hurt One hair of thine: see how I weep and sigh, That our heart-broken parting is so nigh. And must we part? Ah, yes, it must be so. Yet ere thou leavest me in utter woe, Let me sob over thee my last adieus,
And speak a blessing: Mark me! Thou hast thews Immortal, for thou art of heavenly race: But such a love is mine, that here I chase Eternally away from thee all bloom Of youth, and destine thee towards a tomb. Hence shalt thou quickly to the watery vast; And there, ere many days be overpast, Disabled age shall seize thee; and even then Thou shalt not go the way of aged men; But live and wither, cripple and still breathe Ten hundred years: which gone, I then bequeath Thy fragile bones to unknown burial. Adieu, sweet love, adieu!-As shot stars fall, She fled ere I could for groan mercy. Stung And poison'd was my spirit: despair sung A war-song of defiance 'gainst all hell. A hand was at my shoulder to compel My sullen steps; another 'fore my eyes Moved on with pointed finger. In this guise Enforced, at the last by ocean's foam
I found me; by my fresh, my native home,
Its tempering coolness, to my life akin, Came salutary as I waded in;
And, with a blind voluptuous rage, I gave
Battle to the swollen billow-ridge, and drave Large froth before me, while there yet remain'd Hale strength, nor from my bones all marrow drain'd.
«Young lover, I must weep-such hellish spite With dry cheek who can tell? While thus my might Proving upon this element, dismay'd, Upon a dead thing's face my hand I laid; I look'd-'t was Scylla! Cursed, cursed Circe! O vulture-witch, hast never heard of mercy! Could not thy harshest vengeance be content, But thou must nip this tender innocent
Because I loved her?—Cold, O cold indeed Were her fair limbs, and like a common weed The sea-swell took her hair. Dead as she was I clung about her waist, nor ceased to pass Flect as an arrow through unfathom'd brine, Until there shone a fabric crystalline, Ribb'd and inlaid with coral, pebble, and pearl. Headlong I darted; at one eager swirl Gain'd its bright portal, enter'd, and hehold! 'T was vast, and desolate, and icy-cold; And all around-But wherefore this to thee Who in few minutes more thyself shalt see?—
I left poor Scylla in a niche and fled.
My fever'd parchings up, my scathing dread Met palsy half way soon these limbs became Gaunt, wither'd, sapless, feeble, cramp'd, and lame.
Now let me pass a cruel, cruel space, Without one hope, without one faintest trace Of mitigation, or reedeming bubble
Of colour'd phantasy; for I fear t would trouble Thy brain to loss of reason: and next tell How a restoring chance came down to quell One half of the witch in me.
Sitting upon a rock above the spray, I saw grow up from the horizon's brink A gallant vessel soon she seem'd to sink Away from me again, as though her course Had been resumed in spite of hindering force- So vanish'd: and not long, before arose Dark clouds, and muttering of winds morose. Old Eolus would stitle his mad spleen, But could not: therefore all the billows green Toss'd up the silver spume against the clouds. The tempest came: I saw that vessel's shrouds In perilous bustle; while upon the deck Stood trembling creatures. 1 beheld the wreck; The final gulfing; the poor struggling souls: I heard their cries amid loud thunder-rolls. (they had all been saved but crazed eld Annull'd my vigorous cravings: and thus quell'd And curb'd, think on 't, O Latmian! did I sit Writhing with pity, and a cursing fit
Against that hell-born Circe. The crew had gone, By one and one, to pale oblivion;
And I was gazing on the surges prone,
With many a scalding tear and many a groan, When at my feet emerged an old man's hand, Grasping this scroll, and this same slender wand.
I knelt with pain-reach'd out my hand-had grasp'd These treasures-touch'd the knuckles-they unclasp'd- I caught a finger: but the downward weight O'erpower'd me-it sank. Then 'gan abate
The storm, and through chill aguish gloom outburst The comfortable sun. 1 was athirst
To search the book, and in the warming air Parted its dripping leaves with eager care. Strange matters did it treat of, and drew on My soul page after page, till well-nigh won Into forgetfulness; when, stupified,
I read these words, and read again, and tried My eyes against the heavens, and read again. ( what a load of misery and pain
Each Atlas-line bore off!-a shine of hope Came gold around me, cheering me to cope Strenuous with hellish tyranny. Attend! For thou hast brought their promise to an end.
«In the wide sea there lives a forlorn wretch, Doom'd with enfeebled carcase to outstretch His loathed existence through ten centuries, And then to die alone. Who can devise A total opposition? No one. So
One million times ocean must ebb and flow, And he oppress'd. Yet he shall not die, These things accomplish'd :—If he utterly Scans all the depths of magic, and expounds The meanings of all motions, shapes, and sounds; If he explores all forms and substances Straight homeward to their symbol-essences; He shall not die. Moreover, and in chief,
He must pursue this task of joy and grief Most piously;-all lovers tempest-tost, And in the savage overwhelming lost, He shall deposit side by side, until Time's creeping shall the dreary space fulfil: Which done, and all these labours ripened, A youth, by heavenly power loved and led, Shall stand before him; whom he shall direct How to consummate all. The youth elect Must do the thing, or both will be destroy'd.'
Then, cried the young Endymion, overjoy'd, <«< We are twin brothers in this destiny! Say, I intreat thee, what achievement high Is, in this restless world, for me reserved. What! if from thee my wandering feet had swerved, Had we both perish'd?»-« Look!» the sage replied, «Dost thou not mark a gleaming through the tide, Of divers brilliances? 't is the edifice
I told thee of, where lovely Scylla lies; And where I have enshrined piously
All lovers, whom fell storms have doom'd to die Throughout my bondage. Thus discoursing, on They went till unobscured the porches shone; Which hurryingly they gain'd, and enter'd straight. Sure never since king Neptune held his state Was seen such wonder underneath the stars. Turn to some level plain where haughty Mars Hlas legion'd all his battle; and behold How every soldier, with firm foot, doth hold His even breast: sec, many steeled squares, And rigid ranks of iron-whence who dares One step? Imagine further, line by line, These warrior thousands on the field supine:- So in that crystal place, in silent rows, Poor lovers lay at rest from joys and woes.— The stranger from the mountains, breathless, traced Such thousands of shut eyes in order placed; Such ranges of white feet, and patient lips All ruddy,-for here death no blossom nips.
He mark'd their brows and foreheads; saw their hair Put sleekly on one side with nicest care; And each one's gentle wrists, with reverence, Put cross-wise to its heart.
(Whisper'd the guide, stuttering with joy) even now,» He spake, and, trembling like an aspen-bough,
Began to tear his scroll in pieces small,
Uttering the while some mumblings funeral. He tore it into pieces small as snow
That drifts unfeather'd when bleak northerns blow; And having done it, took his dark blue cloak And bound it round Endymion: then struck His wand against the empty air times nine.- << What more there is to do, young man, is thine: But first a little patience; first undo
This tangled thread, and wind it to a clue. Ah, gentle! 't is as weak as spider's skein;
And shouldst thou break it—What, is it done so clean? A power overshadows thee! Oh, brave! The spite of hell is tumbling to its grave. flere is a shell; 't is pearly blank to me,
Nor mark'd with any sign or charactery― Canst thou read aught? O read for pity's sake! Olympus! we are safe! Now, Carian, break This wand against yon lyre on the pedestal.
'T was done: and straight with sudden swell and fall Sweet music breathed her soul away, and sigh'd A lullaby to silence. Youth! now strew These minced leaves on me, and passing through Those files of dead, scatter the same around, And thou wilt see the issue.-'Mid the sound Of flutes and viols, ravishing his heart, Endymion from Glaucus stood apart, And scatter'd in his face some fragments light. How lightning-swift the change! a youthful wight Smiling beneath a coral diadem,
Out-sparkling sudden like an upturn'd gem, Appear'd, and, stepping to a beauteous corse, Kneel'd down beside it, and with tenderest force Press'd its cold hand, and wept,-and Scylla sigh'd! Endymion, with quick hand, the charm applied- The nymph arose: he left them to their joy, And onward went upon his high employ, Showering those powerful fragments on the dead. And, as he pass'd, each lifted up its head, As doth a flower at Apollo's touch. Death felt it to his inwards; 't was too much: Death fell a-weeping in his charnel-house. The Latmian persevered along, and thus All were re-animated. There arose A noise of harmony, pulses and throes Of gladness in the air-while many, who Had died in mutual arms devout and true, Sprang to each other madly; and the rest Felt a high certainty of being blest. They gazed upon Endymion. Enchantment Grew drunken, and would have its head and bent. Delicious symphonies, like airy flowers,
Budded, and swell'd, and, full-blown, shed full showers Of light, soft, unseen leaves of sounds divine. The two deliverers tasted a pure wine Of happiness, from fairy-press oozed out. Speechless they eyed each other, and about The fair assembly wander'd to and fro, Distracted with the richest overflow Of joy that ever pour'd from heaven.
They led on first, bent to her meek surprise, Through portal columns of a giant size Into the vaulted, boundless emerald. Joyous all follow'd, as the leader call'd, Down marble steps; pouring as easily As hour-glass sand,—and fast, as you might see Swallows obeying the south summer's call, Or swans upon a gentle waterfall.
Thus went that beautiful multitude, nor far, Ere from among some rocks of glittering spar, Just within ken, they saw descending thick Another multitude. Whereat more quick Moved either host. On a wide sand they met, And of those numbers every eye was wet; For each their old love found. A murmuring rose, Like what was never heard in all the throes Of wind and waters: 't is past human wit To tell; 't is dizziness to think of it.
This mighty consummation made, the host Moved on for many a league; and gain'd, and lost Huge sea-marks; vanward swelling in array, And from the rear diminishing away,Till a faint dawn surprised them. Glaucus cried, Behold! behold, the palace of his pride! God Neptune's palaces! With noice increased, They shoulder'd on towards that brightening east. At every onward step proud domes arose In prospect,-diamond gleams and golden glows Of amber 'gainst their faces levelling. Joyous, and many as the leaves in spring, Still onward; still the splendour gradual swell'd. Rich opal domes where seen, on high upheld By jasper pillars, letting through their shafts A blush of coral. Copious wonder-draughts Each gazer drank; and deeper drank more near: For what poor mortals fragment up, as mere As marble was there lavish, to the vast Of one fair palace, that far far surpass'd, Even for common bulk, those olden three, Memphis, and Babylon, and Nineveh.
As large, as bright, as colour'd as the bow Of Iris, when unfading it doth show Beyond a silvery shower, was the arch Through which this Paphian army took its march, Into the outer courts of Neptune's state: Whence could be seen, direct, a golden gate, To which the leaders sped; but not half raught Ere it burst open swift as fairy thought, And made those dazzled thousands veil their eyes Like callow eagles at the first sunrise. Soon with an eagle nativeness their gaze Ripe from hue-golden swoons took all the blaze, And then, behold! large Neptune on his throne Of emerald deep: yet not exalt alone; At his right hand stood winged Love, and on His left sat smiling Beauty's paragon.
Far as the mariner on highest mast Can see all round upon the calmed vast, So wide was Neptune's hall: and as the blue Doth vault the waters, so the waters drew Their doming curtains, high, magnificent, Awed from the throne aloof;-and when storm-rent
Disclosed the thunder-gloomings in Jove's air; But soothed as now, flash'd sudden everywhere, Noiseless, sub-marine cloudlets, glittering Death to a human eye: for there did spring From natural west, and east, and south, and north, A light as of four sunsets, blazing forth
A gold-green zenith 'bove the Sea-God's head. Of lucid depth the floor, and far outspread As breezeless lake, on which the slim canoe Of feather'd Indian darts about, as through The delicatest air: air verily,
But for the portraiture of clouds and sky: This palace floor breath-air,-but for the amaze Of deep-seen wonders motionless,—and blaze Of the dome pomp, reflected in extremes, Globing a golden sphere.
They stood in dreams Till Triton blew his horn. The palace rang; The Nereids danced; the Syrens faintly sang; And the great Sea-King bow'd his dripping head. Then Love took wing, and from his pinions shed On all the multitude a nectarous dew. The ooze-born Goddess beckon'd and drew Fair Scylla and her guides to conference; And when they reach'd the throned eminence She kist the sea-nymph's cheek,-who sat her down A toying with the doves. Then,- Mighty crown And sceptre of this kingdom! Venus said,
Thy vows were on a time to Nais paid: Behold!-Two copious tear drops instant fell From the God's large eyes; he smiled delectable, And over Glaucus held his blessing hands.-
Endymion! Ah! still wandering in the bands Of love? Now this is cruel. Since the hour I met thee in earth's bosom, all my power Have I put forth to serve thee. What, not yet Escaped from dull mortality's harsh net? A little patience, youth! 't will not be long, Or I am skilless quite: an idle tongue, A humid eye, and steps luxurious, Where these are new and strange, are ominous. Aye I have seen these signs in one of heaven, When others were all blind; and were I given To utter secrets, haply I might say
Some pleasant words: but Love will have his day. So wait awhile expectant. Pr'ythee soon, Even in the passing of thine honey-moon, Visit my Cytherea: thou wilt find
| Cupid well-natured, my Adonis kind;
And pray persuade with thee-Ah, I have done, All blisses be upon thee, my sweet son!»>- Thus the fair goddess: while Endymion Knelt to receive those accents halcyon.
Meantime a glorious revelry began Before the Water-Monarch. Nectar ran In courteous fountains to all cups outreach'd; And plunder'd vines, teeming exhaustless, pleach'd New growth about each shell and pendent lyre; The which, in entangling for their fire, Pull'd down fresh foliage and coverture For dainty toy. Cupid, empire-sure,
Flutter'd and laugh'd, and oft-times through the throng Made a delighted way. Then dance, and song, And garlanding grew wild; and pleasure reign'd. In harmless tendril they each other chain'd,
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