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have been again round the common without any effect but refreshment. As to the Matter I hope I can say with Sir Andrew 'I have matter enough in my head' in your favour- And now, in the second place, for I reckon that I have finished my Imprimis, I am glad you blow up the weather through your letter there is a leaning towards a climate-curse, and you know what a delicate satisfaction there is in having a vexation anathematised: one would think there has been growing up for these last four thousand years, a grand-child Scion of the old forbidden tree, and that some modern Eve had just violated it; and that there was come with double charge

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I shall breathe worsted stockings 87 than I thought for Tom wants to be in Town-we will have some such days upon the heath like that of last summer- and why not with the same book? or what say you to a black Letter Chaucer, printed in 1596: aye I've got one huzza! I shall have it bound en gothique - - a nice sombre binding it will go a little way to unmodernise. And also I see no reason, because I have been away this last month, why I should not have a peep at your Spenserian-notwithstanding you speak of your office, in my thought a little too early, for I do not see why a Mind like yours is not capable of harbouring and digesting the whole Mystery of Law as easily as Parson Hugh does pippins, which did not hinder him from his poetic canary. Were I to study physic or rather Medicine again, I feel it would not make the least difference in my Poetry; when the mind is in its infancy a Bias is in reality a Bias, but when we have acquired more strength, a Bias becomes no Bias. Every department of Knowledge we see excellent and calculated towards a great whole - I am so convinced of this that I am glad at not having given away my medical Books, which I shall

again look over to keep alive the little I know thitherwards; and moreover intend through you and Rice to become a sort of pip-civilian. An extensive knowledge is needful to thinking people-it takes away the heat and fever; and helps, by widening speculation, to ease the Burden of the Mystery, a thing which I begin to understand a little, and which weighed upon you in the most gloomy and true sentence in your Letter. The difference of high Sensations with and without knowledge appears to me this: in the latter case we are falling continually ten thousand fathoms deep and being blown up again, without wings, and with all horror of a bare-shouldered Creature in the former case, our shoulders are fledged, and we go through the same air and space without fear. This is running one's rigs on the score of abstracted benefit — when we come to human Life and the affections, it is impossible to know how a parallel of breast and head can be drawn (you will forgive me for thus privately treading out of my depth, and take it for treading as schoolboys tread the water); it is impossible to know how far knowledge will console us for the death of a friend, and the ill that flesh is heir to.' With respect to the affections and Poetry you must know by a sympathy my thoughts that way, and I daresay these few lines will be but a ratification: I wrote them on Mayday—and intend to finish the ode all in good time

'Mother of Hermes! and still youthful Maia !' [See p. 119.]

You may perhaps be anxious to know for fact to what sentence in your Letter I allude. You say, 'I fear there is little chance of anything else in this life' — you seem by that to have been going through with a more painful and acute zest the same labyrinth that I have I have come to the same conclusion thus far. Branchings out there from have been numerous: one of them is the consideration

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of Wordsworth's genius and as a help, in the manner of gold being the meridian Line of worldly wealth, how he differs from Milton. And here I have nothing but surmises, from an uncertainty whether Milton's apparently less anxiety for Humanity proceeds from his seeing further or not than Wordsworth: And whether Wordsworth has in truth epic passion, and martyrs himself to the human heart, the main region of his song. In regard to his genius alone - we find what he says true as far as we have experienced, and we can judge no further but by larger experience axioms in philosophy are not axioms until they are proved upon our pulses. We read fine things, but never feel them to the full until we have gone the same steps as the author. I know this is not plain; you will know exactly my meaning when I say that now I shall relish Hamlet more than I ever have done - Or, better you are sensible no man can set down Venery as a bestial or joyless thing until he is sick of it, and therefore all philosophising on it would be mere wording. Until we are sick, we understand not; in fine, as Byron says, 'Knowledge is sorrow'; and I go on to say that 'Sorrow is wisdom' - and further for aught we can know for certainty Wisdom is folly' So you see how I have run away from Wordsworth and Milton, and shall still run away from what was in my head, to observe, that some kind of letters are good squares, others handsome ovals, and other some orbicular, others spheroid -and why should not there be another species with two rough edges like a Rattrap? I hope you will find all my long letters of that species, and all will be well; for by merely touching the spring delicately and ethereally, the rough-edged will fly immediately into a proper compactness; and thus you may make a good wholesome loaf, with your own leaven in it, of my fragments If you cannot find this said Rat-trap sufficiently tractable, alas for me, t being an impossibility in grain for my ink

to stain otherwise: If I scribble long letters I must play my vagaries—I must be too heavy, or too light, for whole pages - I must be quaint and free of Tropes and figures- I must play my draughts as I please, and for my advantage and your erudition, crown a white with a black, or a black with a white, and move into black or white, far and near as I please - I must go from Hazlitt to Patmore, and make Wordsworth and Coleman play at leap-frog, or keep one of them down a whole halfholiday at fly-the-garter-From Gray to Gay, from Little to Shakspeare.' Also as a long cause requires two or more sittings of the Court, so a long letter will require two or more sittings of the Breech, wherefore I shall resume after dinner

Have you not seen a Gull, an orc, a SeaMew, or anything to bring this Line to a proper length, and also fill up this clear part; that like the Gull I may dip* I hope, not out of sight- and also, like a Gull, I hope to be lucky in a good-sized fish- This crossing a letter is not without its association — for chequer-work leads us naturally to a Milkmaid, a Milkmaid to Hogarth, Hogarth to Shakspeare — Shakspeare to Hazlitt-Hazlitt to Shakspeare -and thus by merely pulling an apronstring we set a pretty peal of Chimes at work Let them chime on while, with your patience, I will return to Wordsworth

whether or no he has an extended vision or a circumscribed grandeur-whether he is an eagle in his nest or on the wing — And to be more explicit and to show you how tall I stand by the giant, I will put down a simile of human life as far as I now perceive it; that is, to the point to which I say we both have arrived at Well- I compare human life to a large Mansion of Many apartments, two of which I can only describe, the doors of the rest

*The crossing of the letter, begun at the words 'Have you not,' here dips into the ori. ginal writing.

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being as yet shut upon me step into we call the infant Chamber, in which we remain as long as we do not think We remain there a long while, and notwithstanding the doors of the second Chamber remain wide open, showing a bright appearance, we care not to hasten to it; but are at length imperceptibly impelled by the awakening of the thinking principle within us—we no sooner get into the second Chamber, which I shall call the Chamber of Maiden-Thought, than we become intoxicated with the light and the atmosphere, we see nothing but pleasant wonders, and think of delaying there for ever in delight: However among the effects this breathing is father of is that tremendous one of sharpening one's vision into the heart and nature of Man- of convincing one's nerves that the world is full of Misery and Heart-break, Pain, Sickness, and oppression whereby this Chamber of Maiden - Thought becomes gradually darkened, and at the same time, on all sides of it, many doors are set open - but all dark — all leading to dark passages We see not the balance of good and evil we are in a mist we are now in that state We feel the burden of the Mystery.' To this point was Words worth come, as far as I can conceive, when he wrote 'Tintern Abbey,' and it seems to me that his Genius is explorative of those dark Passages. Now if we live, and go on thinking, we too shall explore them - He is a genius and superior to us, in so far as he can, more than we, make discoveries and shed a light in them Here I must think Wordsworth is deeper than Milton, though I think it has depended more upon the eral and gregarious advance of intellect, than individual greatness of Mind From the Paradise Lost and the other Works of Milton, I hope it is not too presuming, even between ourselves, to say, that his philosophy, human and divine, may be tolerably understood by one not much advanced in years. In his time, Englishmen were just

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Who could gainsay his ideas on virtue, vice, and Chastity in Comus, just at the time of the dismissal of a hundred disgraces? who would not rest satisfied with his hintings at good and evil in the Paradise Lost, when just free from the Inquisition and burning in Smithfield? The Reformation produced such immediate and great benefits, that Protestantism was considered under the immediate eye of heaven, and its own remaining Dogmas and superstitions then, as it were, regenerated, constituted those resting-places and seeming sure points of Reasoning from that I have mentioned, Milton, whatever he may have thought in the sequel, appears to have been content with these by his writings - He did not think into the human heart as Wordsworth has done - Yet Milton as a Philosopher had sure as great powers as Wordsworth - What is then to be inferred? O many things-It proves there is really a grand march of intellect, — It proves that a mighty providence subdues the mightiest Minds to the service of the time being, whether it be in human Knowledge or Religion. I have often pitied a tutor who has to hear Nom. Musa' so often dinn'd into his ears-I hope you may not have the same pain in this scribbling - I may have read these things before, but I never had even a thus dim perception of them; and moreover I like to say my lesson to one who will endure my tediousness for my own sake — After all there is certainly something real in the world - Moore's present to Hazlitt is real

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I like that Moore, and am glad I saw him at the Theatre just before I left Town. Tom has spit a leetle blood this afternoon, and that is rather a damper — but I know - the truth is there is something real in the

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Your third Chamber of Life shall be a lucky and a gentle one stored with the wine of love · and the Bread of FriendshipWhen you see George if he should not have received a letter from me tell him he will find one at home most likely — tell Bailey I hope soon to see him - Remember me to all. The leaves have been out here for mony a day- I have written to George for the first stanzas of my Isabel I shall have them soon, and will copy the whole out for you.

Your affectionate Friend JOHN KEATS.

52. TO MRS. JEFFREY

Honiton, [May, 1818]. MY DEAR MRS. JEFFREY - My Brother has borne his Journey thus far remarkably well. I am too sensible of your anxiety for us not to send this by the chaise back for you. Give our goodbyes to Marrian and Fanny. Believe me we shall bear you in Mind and that I shall write soon. Yours very truly, JOHN KEATS.

53. TO BENJAMIN BAILEY

Hampstead, Thursday [May 28, 1818]. MY DEAR BAILEY-I should have answered your Letter on the Moment, if I could have said yes to your invitation. What hinders me is insuperable: I will tell it at a little length. You know my Brother George has been out of employ for some time: it has weighed very much upon him, and driven him to scheme and turn over things in his Mind. The result has been his resolution to emigrate to the back Settlements of America, become Farmer and work with his own hands, after purchasing 14 hundred acres of the American Government. This for many reasons has met with my entire Consent and the chief one is this; he is of too independent and liberal a Mind to get on in Trade in this Country, in which a generous Man with a scanty resource must be ruined. I

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would sooner he should till the ground than bow to a customer. There is no choice with him: he could not bring himself to the latter. I would not consent to his going alone; - but that objection is done away with: he will marry before he sets sail a young lady he has known for several years, of a nature liberal and highspirited enough to follow him to the Banks of the Mississippi. He will set off in a month or six weeks, and you will see how I should wish to pass that time with him. And then I must set out on a journey of my Brown and I are going a pedestrian tour through the north of England and Scotland as far as John o' Grot's. I have this morning such a lethargy that I cannot write. The reason of my delaying is oftentimes from this feeling, I wait for a proper temper. Now you ask for an immediate answer, I do not like to wait even till to-morrow. However, I am now so depressed that I have not an idea to put to paper - my hand feels like lead — and yet it is an unpleasant numbness; it does not take away the pain of Existence. I don't know what to write.

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Monday [June 1].

You see how I have delayed; and even now I have but a confused idea of what I should be about. My intellect must be in a degenerating state it must be - - for when I should be writing about - God knows what I am troubling you with moods of my own mind, or rather body, for mind there is none. I am in that temper that if I were under water I would scarcely kick to come up to the top- I know very well 't is all nonsense- In a short time I hope I shall be in a temper to feel sensibly your mention of my book. In vain have I waited till Monday to have any Interest in that or anything else. I feel no spur at my Brother's going to America, and am almost stony-hearted about his wedding. All this will blow over- All I am sorry for is having to write to you in such a time -but I cannot force my letters in a hot.

bed. I could not feel comfortable in mak-
ing sentences for you. I am your debtor
- I must ever remain so - nor do I wish
to be clear of any Rational debt: there is
a comfort in throwing oneself on the charity
of one's friends 't is like the albatross
sleeping on its wings. I will be to you
wine in the cellar, and the more modestly,
or rather, indolently, I retire into the back-
ward bin, the more Falerne will I be at the
drinking. There is one thing I must men-
tion-my Brother talks of sailing in a
fortnight if so I will most probably be
with you a week before I set out for Scot-
land. The middle of your first page should
be sufficient to rouse me. What I said is
true, and I have dreamt of your mention of
it, and my not answering it has weighed on
me since. If I come, I will bring your letter,
and hear more fully your sentiments on one
or two points. I will call about the Lec-
tures at Taylor's, and at Little Britain, to-
morrow. Yesterday I dined with Hazlitt,
Barnes, and Wilkie, at Haydon's. The
topic was the Duke of Wellington very
amusingly pro-and-con'd. Reynolds has
been getting much better; and Rice may
begin to crow, for he got a little so-so at a
party of his, and was none the worse for it
the next morning. I hope I shall soon see
you, for we must have many new thoughts
and feelings to analyse, and to discover
whether a little more knowledge has not
made us more ignorant.
Yours affectionately

ing Knapsacks I intend to make my fortune by them in case of a War (which you must consequently pray for) by contracting with Government for said material to the economy of one branch of the Revenue. At all events a Tax which is taken from the people and shoulder'd upon the Military ought not to be snubb'd at. I promised to send you all the news. Harkee! The whole city corporation, with a deputation from the Fire Offices are now engaged at the London Coffee house in secret conclave concerning Saint Paul's Cathedral its being washed clean. Many interesting speeches have been demosthenized in said Coffee house as to the Cause of the black appearance of the said Cathedral. One of the veal-thigh Aldermen actually brought up three Witnesses to depose how they beheld the ci-devant fair Marble turn black on the tolling of the great Bell for the amiable and tea-table-lamented Princess - adding moreover that this sort of sympathy in inanimate objects was by no means uncommon for said the Gentleman As we were once debating in the Common Hall Mr. Waithman in illustration of some case in point quoted Peter Pindar, at which the head of George the third although in hard marble squinted over the Mayor's seat at the honorable speaker so oddly that he was obliged to sit down.' However I will not tire you about these Affairs for they must be in your Newspapers by this time. You see how badly I have written these last three lines so I will remain here and take a pinch of snuff every five Minutes until my head becomes fit and proper and legitiHampstead, June 4th [1818.] mately inclined to scribble-Oh! there's MY DEAR GIRLS — I will not pretend to nothing like a pinch of snuff except perhaps string a list of excuses together for not a few trifles almost beneath a philosopher's having written before - but must at once dignity, such as a ripe Peach or a Kiss that confess the indolence of my disposition, one takes on a lease of 91 moments -on a which makes a letter more formidable to me buildling lease. Talking of that is the Capt than a Pilgrimage. I am a fool in delay for married yet, or rather married Miss Mitchel the idea of neglect is an everlasting Knap- is she stony hearted enough to hold out sack which even now I have scarce power to this season? Has the Doctor given Miss hoist off. By the bye talking of everlast- | Perryman a little love powder? — tell him

JOHN KEATS.

54. TO MISSES M. AND S. JEFFREY

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