What is done wisely, is done well. Be bold As thou art just. 'T is like a truant child To fear that others know what thou hast done, Even from thine own strong consciousness, and thus Write on unsteady eyes and alter'd cheeks All thou wouldst hide. Be faithful to thyself, And fear no other witness but thy fear. For if, as cannot be, some circumstance Should rise in accusation, we can blind Suspicion with such cheap astonishment, Or overbear it with such guiltless pride, As murderers cannot feign. The deed is done, And what may follow now regards not me. I am as universal as the light;
Free as the earth-surrounding air; as firm As the world's centre. Consequence, to me, Is as the wind which strikes the solid rock But shakes it not.
[A cry within and tumult.
Guilty! Who dares talk of guilt?
I am more innocent of parricide
Than is a child born fatherless-Dear Mother, Your gentleness and patience are no shield For this keen-judging world, this two-edged lie, Which seems, but is not. What! will human laws, Rather will ye who are their ministers,
Bar all access to retribution first,
And then, when Heaven doth interpose to do What ye neglect, arming familiar things To the redress of an unwonted crime, Make ye the victims who demanded it
Culprits? 'T is ye are culprits! That poor wretch Who stands so pale, and trembling, and amazed, If it be true he murder'd Cenci, was
A sword in the right hand of justest God. Wherefore should I have wielded it? unless
The crimes which mortal tongue dare never name, God therefore scruples to avenge.
That you desired his death?
It would have been A crime no less than his, if for one moment That fierce desire had faded in my heart. "T is true I did believe, and hope, and pray, Aye, I even knew-for God is wise and just, That some strange sudden death hung over him. "T is true that this did happen, and most true There was no other rest for me on earth, No other hope in Heaven-now what of this?
Strange thoughts beget strange deeds; and here are both I judge thee not.
And yet, if you arrest me, You are the judge and executioner
Of that which is the life of life: the breath Of accusation kills an innocent name, And leaves for lame acquittal the poor life, Which is a mask without it. T is most false That I am guilty of foul parricide; Although I must rejoice, for justest cause, That other hands have sent my father's soul To ask the mercy he denied to me. Now leave us free: stain not a noble house With vague surmises of rejected crime; Add to our sufferings and your own neglect No heavier sum; let them have been enough: Leave us the wreck we have.
I pray that you prepare yourselves for Rome: There the Pope's further pleasure will be known.
O, not to Rome! O, take us not to Rome!
Why not to Rome, dear mother? There, as here, Our innocence is as an armed heel
To trample accusation. God is there As here, and with his shadow ever clothes The innocent, the injured, and the weak; And such are we. Cheer up, dear Lady, lean
On me; collect your wandering thoughts. My Lord, As soon as you have taken some refreshment, And had all such examinations made
Upon the spot, as may be necessary
To the full understanding of this matter, We shall be ready. Mother; will you come?
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She knows not yet the uses of the world. She fears that power is as a beast which grasps And loosens not: a snake whose look transmutes All things to guilt which is its nutriment. She cannot know how well the supine slaves Of blind authority read the truth of things When written on a brow of guilelessness: She sees not yet triumphant Innocence Stand at the judgment-seat of mortal man, A judge and an accuser of the wrong Which drags it there. Prepare yourself, My Lord; Our suite will join yours in the court below.
Whilst we for basest ends-I fear, Orsino, While I consider all your words and looks, Comparing them with your proposal now, That you must be a villain. For what end Could you engage in such a perilous crime, Training me on with hints, and signs, and smiles, Even to this gulf? Thou art no liar; No, Thou art a lie! traitor and murderer! Coward and slave! But, no-defend thyself; [Drawing. Let the sword speak what the indignant tongue Disdains to brand thee with.
Is it the desperation of your fear Makes thus rash and sudden with your friend, you Now ruin'd for your sake? If honest anger Have moved you, know, that what I just proposed Was but to try you. As for me, I think, Thankless affection led me to this point, From which, if my firm temper could repent,
I cannot now recede. Even whilst we speak
The ministers of justice wait below:
They grant me these brief moments. Now, if you Have any word of melancholy comfort
To speak to your pale wife, 't were best to pass Out at the postern, and avoid them so.
Oh, generous friend! How canst thou pardon me? Would that my life could purchase thine!
Now comes a day too late. Haste; fare thee well! Hear'st thou not steps along the corridor?
I'm sorry for it; but the guards are waiting At his own gate, and such was my contrivance That I might rid me both of him and them. I thought to act a solemn comedy Upon the painted scene of this new world, And to attain my own peculiar ends
By some such plot of mingled good and ill As others weave; but there arose a Power Which grasp'd and snapp'd the threads of my device, And turn'd it to a net of ruin-Ha!
Is that my name I hear proclaim'd abroad? But I will pass, wrapt in a vile disguise; Rags on my back, and a false innocence Upon my face, through the misdeeming crowd Which judges by what seems. "T is easy then For a new name and for a country new, And a new life, fashion'd on old desires, To change the honours of abandon'd Rome. And these must be the masks of that within, Which must remain unalter'd.--Oh, I fear That what is pass'd will never let me rest! Why, when none else is conscious, but myself, Of my misdeeds, should my own heart's contempt Trouble me? Have I not the power to fly
My own reproaches? Shall I be the slave Of-what? A word? which those of this false world Employ against each other, not themselves;
As men wear daggers not for self-offence.
But if I am mistaken, where shall I Find the disguise to hide me from myself, As now I skulk from every other eye?
Poor wretch! I pity thee: yet stay awhile.
CAMILLO, JUDGES, etc., are discovered seated; MARZIO is Guards, lead him not away.
You have a good repute for gentleness And wisdom: can it be that you sit here
To countenance a wicked farce like this?
When some obscure, and trembling slave is dragg'd From sufferings which might shake the sternest heart, And bade to answer, not as he believes,
But as those may suspect or do desire,
Whose questions thence suggest their own reply: And that in peril of such hideous torments
As merciful God spares even the damn'd. Speak now The thing you surely know, which is that If your fine frame were stretch'd upon that wheel, And you were told, Confess that you did poison Your little nephew: that fair blue-eyed child Who was the load-star of your life; and though All see, since his most swift and piteous death,
That day and night, and heaven and earth, and time, And all the things hoped for or done therein Are changed to you, through your exceeding grief, Yet you would say, I confess any thing-
And beg from your tormentors, like that slave, The refuge of dishonourable death.
I pray thee, Cardinal, that thou assert My innocence.
CAMILLO (much moved).
What shall we think, my lords?
Shame on these tears! I thought the heart was frozen I would pledge my soul
Which is their fountain.
That she is guiltless.
And who art thou, thus chosen forth Out of the multitude of living men
The terrible resentment of those
On the dread earth! Turn them away from me!
They wound: 't was torture forced the truth. My Lords, Having said this, let me be led to death.
My Lords, if by my nature I had been
So stern, as to have plann'd the crime alleged, Which your suspicions dictate to this slave, And the rack makes him utter, do you think I should have left this two-edged instrument Of my misdeed; this man, this bloody knife With my own name engraven on the heft, Lying unsheathed amid a world of foes,
For my own death? That with such horrible need
For deepest silence, I should have neglected So trivial a precaution, as the making His tomb the keeper of a secret written
On a thief's memory? What is his poor life? What are a thousand lives? A parricide Had trampled them like dust; and see, he lives! [Turning to MARZIO. And thou-
Oh, spare me! Speak to me no more! That stern yet piteous look, those solemn tones, Wound worse than torture.
(To the Judges.) I have told it all; For pity's sake lead me away to death.
Guards, lead him nearer the lady Beatrice : He shrinks from her regard like autumn's leaf From the keen breath of the serenest north.
Oh, thou who tremblest on the giddy verge Of life and death, pause ere thou answerest me; So mayest thou answer God with less dismay: What evil have we done thee? I, alas! Have lived but on this earth a few sad years, And so my lot was order'd that a father First turn'd the moments of awakening life
To drops, each poisoning youth's sweet hope; and then Stabb'd with one blow my everlasting soul; And my untainted fame; and even that peace Which sleeps within the core of the heart's heart, But the wound was not mortal; so my hate Became the only worship I could lift To our great Father, who in pity and love, Armed thee, as thou dost say, to cut him off; And thus his wrong becomes my accusation: And art thou the accuser? If thou hopest Mercy in heaven, show justice upon earth: Worse than a bloody hand is a hard heart. If thou hast done murders, made thy life's path
Over the trampled laws of God and man, Rush not before thy Judge, and say: « My Maker, I have done this and more; for there was one Who was most pure and innocent on earth; And because she endured what never any Guilty or innocent endured before:
Because her wrongs could not be told, not thought; Because thy hand at length did rescue her;
I with my words kill'd her and all her kin.- Think, I adjure you, what it is to slay The reverence living in the minds of men Towards our ancient house, and stainless fame! Think what it is to strangle infant pity, Cradled in the belief of guileless looks, Till it become a crime to suffer. Think What 't is to blot with infamy and blood All that which shows like innocence, and is, Hear me, great God! I swear, most innocent, So that the world lose all discrimination Between the sly, fierce, wild regard of guilt, And that which now compels thee to reply To what I ask: Am I, or am I not A parricide?
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