Through the winding hedge-rows green, And the gates that showed the view; Till the pleasure, grown too strong, I sat down beneath the beech Which leans over to the lane, But the sound grew into word As the speakers drew more near— What you wished me not to hear. Yes, and he too! let him stand In thy thoughts, untouched by blame. Could he help it, if my hand He had claimed with hasty claim! Had he seen thee, when he swore He would love but me alone? And that hour- beneath the beech- I fell flooded with a dark, I am pale as crocus grows Close beside a rose-tree's root! Yet who plucks me?- no one mourns; And now die of my own thorns, Which I could not live without. Are there footsteps at the door? Some last word that I might say. Colder grow my hands and feet: When I wear the shroud I made, And, dear Bertha, let me keep On my hand this little ring, Which at nights, when others sleep, I can still see glittering. Let me wear it out of sight, In the grave, where it will light All the dark up, day and night. On that grave drop not a tear! Else, though fathom-deep the place, Through the woollen shroud I wear I shall feel it on my face. Rather smile there, blessed one, 193 Art thou near me? nearer? so! So no more vain words be said! The hosannas nearer rollMother, smile now on thy dead, — I am death-strong in my soul! Mystic Dove alit on cross, Guide the poor bird of the snows Through the snow-wind above loss! Jesus, Victim, comprehending Love's divine self-abnegation, Cleanse my love in its self-spending, And absorb the poor libation! Wind my thread of life up higher, Up through angels' hands of fire!— I aspire while I expire! A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT. WHAT was he doing, the great god Pan, And breaking the golden lilies afloat He tore out a reed, the great god Pan, From the deep, cool bed of the river, The limpid water turbidly ran, And the broken lilies a-dying lay, And the dragon-fly had fled away, Ere he brought it out of the river. High on the shore sat the great god Pan, Till there was not a sign of a leaf indeed He cut it short, did the great god Pan, (How tall it stood in the river!) man, Then drew the pith like the heart of a | And how, when one by one sweet sounds and wandering lights departed, He wore no less a loving face because so broken-hearted; Steadily from the outside ring, "This is the way," laughed the great god Pan, (Laughed while he sate by the river!) "The only way since gods began To make sweet music, they could succeed." Then dropping his mouth to a hole in the reed, He blew in power by the river. Sweet, sweet, sweet, O Pan, Yet half a beast is the great god Pan, For the reed that grows nevermore again COWPER'S GRAVE. IT is a place where poets crowned may feel the heart's decaying. It is a place where happy saints may weep amid their praying: Yet let the grief and humbleness, as low as silence languish ! Earth surely now may give her calm to whom she gave her anguish. O poets! from a maniac's tongue was poured the deathless singing! O Christians! at your cross of hope a hopeless hand was clinging! O men! this man in brotherhood your weary paths beguiling, Groaned inly while he taught you peace, and died while ye were smiling! And now, what time ye all may read through dimming tears his story, How discord on the music fell, and darkness on the glory, He shall be strong to sanctify the poet's high vocation, And bow the meekest Christian down in meeker adoration; Nor ever shall he be, in praise, by wise or good forsaken; Named softly as the household name of one whom God hath taken. With quiet sadness and no gloom I learn to think upon him, With meekness that is gratefulness to And wrought within his shattered brain such quick poetic senses As The hills have language for, and stars harmonious influences! pulse of dew upon the grass kept his within its number; And silent shadows from the trees refreshed him like a slumber. Wild timid hares were drawn from woods to share his home-caresses, Uplooking to his human eyes with sylvan tendernesses: The very world, by God's constraint, from falsehood's ways removing, Its women and its men became, beside him, true and loving. But though in blindness he remained unconscious of that guiding, And things provided came without the sweet sense of providing, He testified this solemn truth, while Nor man nor nature satisfy whom only frenzy desolated, God created! Like a sick child that knoweth not his mother while she blesses, And drops upon his burning brow the coolness of her kisses; That turns his fevered eyes around, "My mother! where's my mother?"As if such tender words and deeds could come from any other: WILLIAM MAKEPEACE THACKERAY. The fever gone, with leaps of heart he sees her bending o'er him; Her face all pale from watchful love, the unweary love she bore him!Thus woke the poet from the dream his life's long fever gave him, Beneath those deep pathetic Eyes, which closed in death to save him!. Thus? O, not thus! no type of earth can image that awaking, Wherein he scarcely heard the chant of seraphs, round him breaking, Or felt the new immortal throb of soul from body parted; But felt those eyes alone, and knew "My Saviour! not deserted!" Deserted! who hath dreamt that when the cross in darkness rested Upon the Victim's hidden face, no love was manifested? What frantic hands outstretched have e'er the atoning drops averted, What tears have washed them from the soul, that one should be deserted? Deserted! God could separate from his own essence rather: And Adam's sins have swept between the righteous Son and Father; Yea, once, Immanuel's orphaned cry his universe hath shaken, It went up single, echoless, "My God, I am forsaken!" It went up from the Holy's lips amid his lost creation, That, of the lost, no son should use those words of desolation; That earth's worst frenzies, marring hope, should mar not hope's fruition, And I, on Cowper's grave, should see his rapture in a vision! WILLIAM MAKEPEACE THACKERAY. [1811-1863.] AT THE CHURCH GATE. ALTHOUGH I enter not, Yet round about the spot Ofttimes I hover; ALFRED TENNYSON. And near the sacred gate, With longing eyes I wait, Expectant of her. The minster bell tolls out And noise and humming; My lady comes at last, Timid and stepping fast, 195 And hastening hither, With modest eyes downcast, She comes, she's here, she's past, May Heaven go with her! Kneel undisturbed, fair saint' I will not enter there, But suffer me to pace ALFRED TENNYSON. MARIANA. WITH blackest moss the flower-plots She only said, "My life is dreary, Her tears fell with the dews at even; Her tears fell ere the dews were dried; She could not look on the sweet heaven, Either at morn or eventide. After the flitting of the bats, When thickest dark did trance the sky, She drew her casement-curtain by, And glanced athwart the glooming flats. She only said, "The night is dreary, He cometh not," she said; She said, "I am aweary, aweary, I would that I were dead!" Upon the middle of the night, Waking she heard the night-fowl crow; The cock sung out an hour ere light: From the dark fen the oxen's low Came to her: without hope of change, In sleep she seemed to walk forlorn, Till cold winds woke the gray-eyed morn About the lonely moated grange. She only said, "The day is dreary, About a stone-cast from the wall A sluice with blackened waters slept, And o'er it many, round and small, The clustered marish-mosses crept. Hard by a poplar shook alway, All silver-green with gnarled bark, She only said, "My life is dreary, And ever when the moon was low, And the shrill winds were up and away, She only said, "The night is dreary, She only said, "My life is dreary, The sparrow's chirrup on the roof, The slow clock ticking, and the sound Which to the wooing wind aloof The poplar made, did all confound He will not come," she said; "BREAK, BREAK, BREAK!" BREAK, break, break, On thy cold gray stones, O Sea! And I would that my tongue could utter The thoughts that arise in me. O well for the fisherman's boy, That he shouts with his sister at play! O well for the sailor lad, That he sings in his boat on the bay! And the stately ships go on To their haven under the hill; But O for the touch of a vanished hand, And the sound of a voice that is still! Break, break, break, At the foot of thy crags, O Sea! But the tender grace of a day that is dead Will never come back to me. MEMORY. I CLIMB the hill: from end to end No Nor hoary knoll of ash and haw That hears the latest linnet trill, Nor quarry trenched along the hill, And haunted by the wrangling daw. |