'When Truth and Virtue have to do with thee, 920 To all sins past, and all that are to come, From the creation to the general doom. 924 'Mis-shapen Time, copesmate of ugly Night, Swift subtle post, carrier of grisly care, Eater of youth, false slave to false delight, Base watch of woes, sin's pack-horse, virtue's snare; 928 932 Thou nursest all, and murderest all that are; To make him curse this cursed crimeful night: And let mild women to him lose their mild- 936 'Let him have time to tear his curled hair, 981 To eat up errors by opinion bred, 941 To stamp the seal of time in aged things, 945 Let him have time a beggar's orts to crave, 992 996 For me, I force not argument a straw, Since that my case is past the help of law. 'In vain I rail at Opportunity, 1025 1028 At Time, at Tarquin, and uncheerful Night; 1032 To find some desperate instrument of death; 1045 1048 So am I now: O no! that cannot be; Of that true type hath Tarquin rifled me. 'O! that is gone for which I sought to live, And therefore now I need not fear to die. 1052 To clear this spot by death, at least I give A badge of fame to slander's livery; A dying life to living infamy. Poor helpless help, the treasure stol'n away, To burn the guiltless casket where it lay? 1057 1060 'Well, well, dear Collatine, thou shalt not know The stained taste of violated troth; To flatter thee with an infringed oath; I will not wrong thy true affection so, This bastard graff shall never come to growth; He shall not boast who did thy stock pollute That thou art doting father of his fruit. 1064 'Nor shall he smile at thee in secret thought, Nor laugh with his companions at thy state; But thou shalt know thy interest was not bought Basely with gold, but stol'n from forth thy gate. 1068 1072 For me, I am the mistress of my fate, And with my trespass never will dispense, Till life to death acquit my forc'd offence. 'I will not poison thee with my attaint, Nor fold my fault in cleanly-coin'd excuses; My sable ground of sin I will not paint, To hide the truth of this false night's abuses; My tongue shall utter all; mine eyes, like sluices, 1076 As from a mountain-spring that feeds a dale, Shall gush pure streams to purge my impure tale. 'Tis double death to drown in ken of shore; more; Deep woes roll forward like a gentle flood, 'To kill myself,' quoth she, ‘alack! what were it But with my body my poor soul's pollution? They that lose half with greater patience bear it Than they whose whole is swallow'd in confusion. Who, being stopp'd, the bounding banks o'er-That mother tries a merciless conclusion, 1160 flows; Grief dallied with nor law nor limit knows. Who, having two sweet babes, when death takes one, Will slay the other and be nurse to none. When the one pure, the other made divine? 1164 'My body or my soul, which was the dearer, Whose love of either to myself was nearer, When both were kept for heaven and Collatine? Ay me! the bark peel'd from the lofty pine, His leaves will wither and his sap decay; 1168 Her mansion batter'd by the enemy; 1173 If in this blemish'd fort I make some hole Through which I may convey this troubled soul. 1176 1141 spent, And as his due writ in my testament. 'Mine honour I'll bequeath unto the knife 1184 But as the earth doth weep, the sun being set, 1229 Each flower moisten'd like a melting eye; 1232 A pretty while these pretty creatures stand, And then they drown their eyes or break their hearts: For men have marble, women waxen minds, And therefore are they form'd as marble will; The weak oppress'd, the impression of strange kinds Is form'd in them by force, by fraud, or skill: Then call them not the authors of their ill, 1244 No more than wax shall be accounted evil Wherein is stamp'd the semblance of a devil. Their smoothness, like a goodly champaign plain, Lays open all the little worms that creep; 1248 In men, as in a rough-grown grove, remain Cave-keeping evils that obscurely sleep: Through crystal walls each little mote will peep: Though men can cover crimes with bold stern looks, 1252 Poor women's faces are their own faults' books. 'But tell me, girl, when went'-and there she stay'd Till after a deep groan-Tarquin from hence?'1276 'Madam, ere I was up,' replied the maid, 'The more to blame my sluggard negligence: Yet with the fault I thus far can dispense; Myself was stirring ere the break of day, 1280 And, ere I rose, was Tarquin gone away. 'But, lady, if your maid may be so bold, The repetition cannot make it less; 1284 And that deep torture may be call'd a hell, When more is felt than one hath power to tell. 1288 Her maid is gone, and she prepares to write, This is too curious-good, this blunt and ill: 1300 At last she thus begins: 'Thou worthy lord So I commend me from our house in grief: My woes are tedious, though my words are brief.' 1309 The homely villein curtsies to her low; 1344 |