But if the while I think on thee, dear friend, All losses are restored, and sorrows end.--30. And all those friends which I thought buried. Hung with the trophies of my lovers gone, Their images I loved I view in thee, And thou (all they) hast all the all of me.-31. If thou survive my well-contented day, And shalt by fortune once more re-survey growing age, A dearer birth than this his love had brought, But since he died, and poets better prove, Immediately succeeding these are the three stanzas we have already quoted, in which the poet is held to accuse his friend of having robbed him of his mistress. In these stanzas the friend is spoken of in connexion with a "sensual fault," a "trespass," &c. But, in those which follow, the "bewailed guilt' belongs to the poet-the "worth and truth" to his friend. Surely these are not continuous. In the 36th, 37th, 38th, and 39th Sonnets, we have the expression of that deep humility which may be traced through many of these remarkable compositions, and of which we find the first sound in the 29th Sonnet : Let me confess that we two must be twain, I may not evermore acknowledge thee, As a decrepit father takes delight give, That I in thy abundance am sufficed, Look what is best, that best I wish in thee; This wish I have; then ten times happy me!-37. How can my muse want subject to invent, While thou dost breathe, that pour'st into my verse Thine own sweet argument, too excellent O, give thyself the thanks, if aught in me Than those old nine which rhymers invocate; If my slight muse do please these curious days, The pain be mine, but thine shall be the praise.-38. O, how thy worth with manners may I sing, When thou art all the better part of me? What can mine own praise to mine own self bring? And what is 't but mine own, when I praise thee? Even for this let us divided live, And our dear love lose name of single one, That due to thee which thou deservest alone. O, absence, what a torment wouldst thou prove, Were it not thy sour leisure gave sweet leave To entertain the time with thoughts of love, (Which time and thoughts so sweetly doth deceive,) And that thou teachest how to make one twain, By praising him here, who doth hence remain -39. The 40th, 41st, and 42nd Sonnets return to the complaint of his friend's faithlessness. Surely, then, the Sonnets we have just quoted must be interpolated. The 43rd is entirely isolated from what precedes and what follows. But in the 39th we have allusions to "separation" and "absence;" and in the 44th we return to the subject of "injurious distance." With some alterations of arrangement we can group nine Sonnets together, which form a connected epistle to an absent friend, and which convey those sentiments of real affection which can only be adequately transmitted in language and imagery possessing, as these portions do, the charm of nature and simplicity. The tone of truth and reality is remarkably contrasted with those artificial passages which have imparted their character to the whole series in the estimation of many : How heavy do I journey on the way, When what I seck,-my weary travel's end,Doth teach that ease and that repose to say, "Thus far the miles are measured from thy friend!" The beast that bears me, tired with my woe, thee: The bloody spur cannot provoke him on That sometimes anger thrusts into his hide, Which heavily he answers with a groan, More sharp to me than spurring to his side; For that same groan doth put this in my mind, My grief lies onward, and my joy behind. -50. Thus can my love excuse the slow offence Till I return, of posting is no need. O, what excuse will my poor beast then find, When swift extremity can seem but slow! Then should I spur, though mounted on the wind; In winged speed no motion shall I know: Then can no horse with my desire keep pace; Therefore desire, of perfect love being made, Shall neigh (no dull flesh) in his fiery race; But love, for love, thus shall excuse my jade; Since from thee going he went wilful slow, Towards thee I'll run, and give him leave to go.-51. So am I as the rich, whose blessed key sure, The which he will not every hour survey, sure. Therefore are feasts so solemn and so rare, Since seldom coming, in the long year set, Like stones of worth they thinly placed are, Or captain jewels in the carcanet. So is the time that keeps you as my chest, Or as the wardrobe which the robe doth hide, To make some special instant special-bless'd, By new unfolding his imprison'd pride. Blessed are you, whose worthiness gives scope, Being had, to triumph, being lack'd, to hope.-52. Weary with toil, I haste me to my bed, For then my thoughts (from far where I abide) Which, like a jewel hung in ghastly night, Makes black night beauteous, and her old face new. Lo, thus, by day my limbs, by night my mind, For thee, and for myself, no quiet find. 27. How can I then return in happy plight, So flatter I the swart-complexion'd night; When sparkling stars twire not, thou gild'st the even. But day doth daily draw my sorrows longer, Is it thy will thy image should keep open While shadows, like to thee, do mock my sight? Is it thy spirit that thou send'st from thee For thee watch I, whilst thou dost wake From me far off, with others all too near. 61. When most I wink, then do mine eyes best see, For all the day they view things unrespected: But when I sleep, in dreams they look on thee, And, darkly bright, are bright in dark directed; To the clear day with thy much clearer light, When to unseeing eyes thy shade shines so? How would (I say) mine eyes be blessed made By looking on thee in the living day, When in dead night thy fair imperfect shade Through heavy sleep on sightless eyes doth stay? All days are nights to sec, till I see thee, And nights, bright days, when dreams do show thee me.-43. If the dull substance of my flesh were thought, Injurious distance should not stop my way; For then, despite of space, I would be brought From limits far remote, where thou dost stay. No matter then, although my foot did stand Upon the farthest earth removed from thee, For nimble thought can jump both sea and land, As soon as think the place where he would be. But ah! thought kills me, that I am not thought, To leap large lengths of miles when thou art gone, But that, so much of earth and water wrought, 44. The other two, slight air and purging fire, My life, being made of four, with two alone, Sinks down to death, oppress'd with melancholy; Until life's composition be recured By those swift messengers return'd from thee, This told, I joy; but then no longer glad, The transpositions we have made in the arrangement are justified by the consideration that in the original text the 50th, 51st, Then thou whose shadow shadows doth make and 52nd Sonnets are entirely isolated; that bright, the 27th and 28th are also perfectly uncon How would thy shadow's form form happy nected with what precedes and what follows; show that the 61st stands equally alone; and that the 43rd, 44th, and 45th are in a similar position. We have now a perfect little poem describing the journey-the restless pilgrimage of thought-the desire for return. The thoughts of a temporary separation lead to the fear that absence may produce estrangement: How careful was I, when I took my way, But thou, to whom my jewels trifles are, Within the gentle closure of my breast, And even thence thou wilt be stolen I fear, -48. The sentiment is somewhat differently re- sure; Now counting best to be with you alone, Then better'd that the world may see my pleasure: Sometime, all full with feasting on your sight, But the 49th Sonnet carries forward the dread expressed in the 48th that his friend will "be stolen," into the apprehension that coldness, and neglect, and desertion may one day ensue : Against that time, if ever that time come, When as thy love hath cast his utmost sum, Call'd to that audit by advised respects; Against that time when thou shalt strangely pass, And scarcely greet me with that sun, thine eye, When love, converted from the thing it was, Since, why to love, I can allege no cause. -49. This Sonnet is also completely isolated; but much further on, according to the original arrangement, we find the idea here conveyed of that self-sacrificing humility which will endure unkindness without complaint, worked out with exquisite tender ness: When thou shalt be disposed to set me light, With mine own weakness being best aequainted, Upon thy part I can set down a story Of faults conceal'd, wherein I am attainted; Such is my love, to thee I so belong, Say that thou didst forsake me for some fault, Against thy reasons making no defence. Lest I (too much profane) should do it wrong, And haply of our old acquaintance tell. For thee, against myself I'll vow debate, For I must ne'er love him whom thou dost hate.-89. Then hate me when thou wilt; if ever, now; Now, while the world is bent my deeds to cross, Join with the spite of fortune, make me bow, And do not drop in for an after loss: Ah! do not, when my heart hath scaped this sorrow, Come in the rearward of a conquer'd woe; · And other strains of woe, which now seem woe, Compared with loss of thee will not seem so.-90. Some glory in their birth, some in their skill, Some in their wealth, some in their body's force; Some in their garments, though new-fangled ill; Thou canst not vex me with inconstant mind, Since that my life on thy revolt doth lie. O what a happy title do I find, Happy to have thy love, happy to die! But what's so blessed-fair that fears no blot? Thou mayst be false, and yet I know it not:-92. So shall I live, supposing thou art true, But Heaven in thy creation did decree Thy looks should nothing thence but sweetness tell. How like Eve's apple doth thy beauty grow, If thy sweet virtue answer not thy show! -93. Separated from the preceding stanzas by three Sonnets, the 94th, 95th, and 96th, which we have already given-(they are those in Some in their hawks and hounds, some in which a friend is mildly upbraided for the their horse; And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure, Of more delight than hawks or horses be; All this away, and me most wretched make.-91. But do thy worst to steal thyself away, Than that which on thy humour doth depend. defects in his character)-we have a second little poem on Absence. It would be difficult to find anything more perfect in our own or any other language: How like a winter hath my absence been From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year! What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen! What old December's bareness everywhere! And yet this time removed was summer's time; The teeming autumn, big with rich increase, Yet this abundant issue seem'd to me Or, if they sing, 't is with so dull a cheer, That leaves look pale, dreading the winter's near.-97. |