Through many a wood, and many an open ground,
In sunshine and in shade, in wet and fair, Drooping or blithe of heart, as might befal; My best companions now the driving winds, And now the 'trotting brooks' and whispering trees,
And now the music of my own sad steps, With many a short-lived thought that passed between,
"I journeyed back this way, When, in the warmth of midsummer, the wheat Was yellow; and the soft and bladed grass, Springing afresh, had o'er the hay-field spread Its tender verdure. At the door arrived, I found that she was absent. In the shade, Where now we sit, I waited her return. Her cottage, then a cheerful object, wore Its customary look,-only, it seemed, The honeysuckle, crowding round the porch, Hung down in heavier tufts: and that bright weed,
The yellow stone-crop, suffered to take root Along the window's edge, profusely grew, Blinding the lower panes. I turned aside, And strolled into her garden. It appeared To lag behind the season, and had lost
Its pride of neatness. Daisy-flowers and thrift
Had broken their trim lines, and straggled o'er The paths they used to deck: carnations, once Prized for surpassing beauty, and no less For the peculiar pains they had required, Declined their languid heads, wanting support. The cumbrous bind-weed, with its wreaths and
Had twined about her two small rows of peas, And dragged them to the earth.
Ere this an hour Was wasted.-Back I turned my restless steps; A stranger passed; and, guessing whom I
He said that she was used to ramble far.- The sun was sinking in the west; and now I sate with sad impatience. From within Her solitary infant cried aloud;
Then, like a blast that dies away self-stilled, The voice was silent. From the bench I rose; But neither could divert nor soothe my thoughts. The spot, though fair, was very desolate- The longer I remained more desolate : And, looking round me, now I first observed The corner stones, on either side the porch, With dull red stains discoloured, and stuck o'er With tufts and hairs of wool, as if the sheep, That fed upon the Common, thither came Familiarly; and found a couching-place Even at her threshold. Deeper shadows fell
From these tall elms ;-the cottage-clock struck
I turned, and saw her distant a few steps. Her face was pale and thin-her figure, too, Was changed. As she unlocked the door, she said,
'It grieves me you have waited here so long, But, in good truth, I've wandered much of late, And, sometimes-to my shame I speak-have need
Of my best prayers to bring me back again.' While on the board she spread our evening meal,
She told me-interrupting not the work
Which gave employment to her listless hands- That she had parted with her elder child; To a kind master on a distant farm Now happily apprenticed. I perceive You look at me, and you have cause; to-day I have been travelling far; and many days About the fields I wander, knowing this Only, that what I seek I cannot find;
And so I waste my time: for I am changed; And to myself,' said she, have done much
And to this helpless infant. I have slept Weeping, and weeping have I waked; my tears Have flowed as if my body were not such As others are; and I could never die. But I am now in mind and in my heart
More easy; and I hope,' said she,' that God Will give me patience to endure the things Which I behold at home.'
Your very soul to see her. Sir, I feel The story linger in my heart; I fear 'Tis long and tedious; but my spirit clings To that poor Woman :-so familiarly Do I perceive her manner, and her look, And presence; and so deeply do I feel Her goodness, that, not seldom, in my walks A momentary trance comes over me; And to myself I seem to muse on One By sorrow laid asleep ;-or borne away, A human being destined to awake To human life, or something very near To human life, when he shall come again For whom she suffered. Yes, it would have grieved
Your very soul to see her: evermore
Her eyelids drooped, her eyes were downward
And, when she at her table gave me food, She did not look at me. Her voice was low, Her body was subdued. In every act Pertaining to her house-affairs, appeared The careless stillness of a thinking mind Self-occupied; to which all outward things Are like an idle matter. Still she sighed,
But yet no motion of the breast was seen, No heaving of the heart. While by the fire We sate together, sighs came on my ear, I knew not how, and hardly whence they came
Ere my departure, to her care I gave, For her son's use, some tokens of regard, Which with a look of welcome she received; And I exhorted her to place her trust
In God's good love, and seek his help by prayer. I took my staff, and when I kissed her babe The tears stood in her eyes. I left her then With the best hope and comfort I could give; She thanked me for my wish ;-but for my hope Methought she did not thank me.
And took my rounds along this road again Ere on its sunny bank the primrose flower Peeped forth, to give an earnest of the Spring. I found her sad and drooping; she had learned No tidings of her husband; if he lived,
She knew not that he lived; if he were dead, She knew not he was dead. She seemed the
In person and appearance; but her house Bespake a sleepy hand of negligence; The floor was neither dry nor neat, the hearth Was comfortless, and her small lot of books, Which, in the cottage window, heretofore
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