His mother's image in fair face, The infant love of all his race, He, too, was struck, and day by day Oh God! it is a fearful thing To see the human soul take wing I've seen it rushing forth in blood, I've seen it on the breaking ocean 170 180 Strive with a swoln convulsive motion, I've seen the sick and ghastly bed But these were horrors-this was woe So softly worn, so sweetly weak, So tearless, yet so tender-kind, And grieved for those he left behind; With all the while a cheek whose bloom 190 Was as a mockery of the tomb, Whose tints as gently sunk away As a departing rainbow's ray An eye of most transparent light, That almost made the dungeon bright, And not a word of murmur-not A groan o'er his untimely lot, A little talk of better days, A little hope my own to raise, For I was sunk in silence-lost 200 In this last loss, of all the most; And then the sighs he would suppress More slowly drawn, grew less and less : I called, for I was wild with fear; I knew 'twas hopeless, but my dread I called, and thought I heard a sound- I only stirr'd in this black spot, The accursed breath of dungeon-dew; The last-the sole-the dearest link Between me and the eternal brink, One on the earth, and one beneath 210 My brothers-both had ceased to breathe: 220 I took that hand which lay so still, A frantic feeling, when we know I know not why I could not die, I had no earthly hope-but faith, And that forbade a selfish death. IX. What next befell me then and there I know not well-I never knew First came the loss of light, and air, And then of darkness too: VOL. VI. 230 I had no thought, no feeling-none- So hateful to my heavy sight, But vacancy absorbing space, And fixedness-without a place; There were no stars-no earth-no time No check-no change-no good-no crime But silence, and a stirless breath Which neither was of life nor death; A sea of stagnant idleness, 240 Blind, boundless, mute, and motionless! 250 |