For-Heaven forgive that thought! the while Which made me both to weep and smile; I sometimes deemed that it might be My brother's soul come down to me; And then 'twas mortal-well I knew, A single cloud on a sunny day, That hath no business to appear When skies are blue, and earth is gay. 290 XI. A kind of change came in my fate, I know not what had made them so, And it was liberty to stride Along my cell from side to side, And up and down, and then athwart, And round the pillars one by one, My brothers' graves without a sod; 300 310 My breath came gaspingly and thick, And my crush'd heart fell blind and sick. XII. I made a footing in the wall, It was not therefrom to escape, For I had buried one and all, Who loved me in a human shape; And the whole earth would henceforth be A wider prison unto me: No child-no sire-no kin had I, No partner in my misery; I thought of this, and I was glad, For thought of them had made me mad; To my barr'd windows, and to bend Once more, upon the mountains high, The quiet of a loving eye. 320 330 XIII. I saw them-and they were the same, And then there was a little isle, * Which in my very face did smile, The only one in view; A small green isle, it seem'd no more, And o'er it blew the mountain breeze, 340 And by it there were waters flowing, And on it there were young flowers growing, Of gentle breath and hue. The fish swam by the castle wall, And they seemed joyous each and all; The eagle rode the rising blast, The darkness of my dim abode Fell on me as a heavy load; It was as is a new-dug grave, Closing o'er one we sought to save, And yet my glance, too much opprest, Had almost need of such a rest. 350 360 |