His hell-dogs, and their chase, and the fair throng, Oh Hesperus!5 thou bringest all good things- Is this a fancy which our reason scorns? When Nero perish'd by the justest doom Of nations freed, and the world overjoy'd, Of feeling for some kindness done, when power CX. But I'm digressing; what on earth has Nero, To do with the transactions of my hero, More than such madmen's fellow-mau-the moon's? Sure my invention must be down at zero, And I grown one of many « wooden spoons»> Of verse (the name with which we Cantabs please CXI I feel this tediousness will never do- They never find it out, unless I own But time, which brings all beings to their level, As boy, I thought myself a clever fellow, And wish'd that others held the same opinion: They took it up when my days grew more mellow, And other minds acknowledged my dominion: Now my sere fancy «falls into the yellow Leaf,» and imagination droops her piniou, And the sad truth which hovers o'er my desk Turus what was once romantic to burlesque. IV. And if I laugh at any mortal thing, 'Tis that I may not weep; and if I weep, Ere what we least wish to behold will sleep. V. Some have accused me of a strange design Against the creed and morals of the land, And trace it in this poem every line: I don't pretend that I quite understand My own meaning when I would be very fine; But the fact is that I have nothing plann'd, Unless it was to be a moment merryA novel word in my vocabulary. VI. To the kind reader of our sober clime This way of writing will appear exotic; Pulci was sire of the half-serious rhyme, Who sung when chivalry was more Quixotic, And revell'd in the fancies of the time, True knights,chaste dames, huge giants, kings despotic, But all these, save the last, being obsolete, I chose a modern subject as more meet. VIL How I have treated it, I do not know Perhaps no better than they have treated me Who have imputed such designs as show, Not what they saw, but what they wish'd to see: But if it gives them pleasure, be it so, This is a liberal age, and thoughts are free: VIL Young Juan and his lady-love were left To their own hearts' most sweet society; Even Time, the pitiless, in sorrow cleft With his rude scythe such gentle bosoms; he Sigh'd to behold them of their hours bereft, Though foe to love; and yet they could not be Their faces were not made for wrinkles, their X. They were alone once more; for them to be Cut from its forest root of years-the river Dammi'd from its fountain-the child from the knee And breast maternal wean'd at once for ever, Would wither less than these two torn apart; Alas! there is no instinct like the heart XI. The heart--which may be broken. Happy they! Thrice fortunate! who, of that fragile mould. The precious porcelain of human clay, Break with the first fall; they can ne'er behold The long year link'd with heavy day on day, And all which must be borne, and never told; While life's strange principle will often lic Deepest in those who long the most to die. XII. Whom the gods love die young,» was said of yore,' And many deaths do they escape by this: XIV. The gentle pressure, and the thrilling touch, The least glance better understood than words, Which still said all, and ne'er could say too much; A language, too, but like to that of birds, Known but to them, at least appearing such As but to lovers a true sense affords; Sweet playful phrases, which would seem absurd To those who have ceased to hear such, or ne'er heard: XV. All these were theirs, for they were children still, And children still they should have ever been; They were not made in the real world to fill A busy character in the dull scene; But like two beings born from out a rill, A nymph and her beloved, all unseen To pass their lives in fountains and on flowers, And never know the weight of human hours. XVI. Moons changing had roll'd on, and changeless found By the mere senses; and that which destroys Oh beautiful! and rare as beautiful! But theirs was love in which the mind delights To lose itself, when the whole world grows dull, And we are sick of its hack sounds and sights, Intrigues, adventures of the common school, Its petty passions, marriages, and flights, Where Hymen's torch but brands one strumpet more. Whose husband ouly knows her not a wh-re. XVIII. Hard words; harsh truth; a truth which many know. Who never found a single hour too slow, Which perish in the rest, but in them were XIX. This is in others a fictitious state, Au opium dream of too much youth and reading, The death of friends, and, that which slays even more-nt was in them their nature or their fate : The death of friendship, love, youth, all that is, Except mere breath: and since the silent shore Awaits at last even those whom longest miss The old archer's shafts, perhaps the early grave Which men weep over may be meant to save, XIII Haider and Juan thought not of the dead; The heavens, and earth, and air, seem d made for them: They found no fault with time, save that he fled; They saw not in themselves aught to condemu Each was the other's mirror, and but read Joy sparkling in their dark eyc like a gem. And know such brightness was but the reflection Of their exchanging glances of affection. No novels e'er had set their young hearts bleeding, For ilaidee's knowledge was by no means great, And Juan was a boy of samtly breeding, So that there was no reason for their loves, XX. They gazed upon the sunset; 't is an hour When happiness had been their only dower, And twilight saw them link'd in passion's ties; Charm'd with each other, all things charmi'd that brought The past still welcome as the present thought. XXI. I know not why, but in that hour to-night, And thus some boding flash'd through either frame, XXII. That large black prophet eye seem'd to dilate As if their last day of a happy date With his broad, bright, and dropping orb were gone. Juan gazed on her as to ask his fate He felt a grief, but knowing cause for none, His glance inquired of hers for some excuse For feelings causeless, or at least abstruse. XXIII. She turn'd to him, and smiled, but in that sort And master'd by her wisdom or her pride. Juan would question further, but she press'd And no doubt of all methods 't is the best : Some people prefer wine-`t is not amiss: I have tried both; so those who would a part take May chuse between the headache and the heartache. XXV. One of the two, according to your choice, Women or wine, you ll have to undergo; Both maladies are taxes on our joys: But which to chuse I really hardly know; And if I had to give a casting voice, For both sides I could many reasons show, And then decide, without great wrong to either, It were much better to have both than neither. XXVI. Juan and Haidee gazed upon each other, With swimming looks of speechless tenderness, But almost sanctify the sweet excess XXVII. Mix'd in each other's arms, and heart in heart, Why did they not then die?-they had lived too long, Should an hour come to bid them breathe apart; Years could but bring them cruel things or wrong. The world was not for them, nor the world's art For beings passionate as Sappho's song: Love was born with them, in them, so intense, It was their very spirit-not a sense. XXVIII. They should have lived together deep in woods, Unseen as sings the nightingale; they were Unfit to mix in these thick solitudes Called social, where all vice and hatred are: How lonely every freeborn creature broods! The sweetest song-birds nestle in a pair; The eagle soars alone; the gull and crow Flock o'er their carrion, just as mortals do. ΧΧΙΧ. Now pillow'd, cheek to cheek, in loving sleep, A gentle slumber, but it was not deep, For ever and anon a something shook Juan, and shuddering o'er his frame would creep ; And Haidee's sweet lips murmur'd, like a brook, A wordless music; and her face so fair Stirr'd with her dream, as rose-leaves with the air: Or as the stirring of a deep clear stream Good to the soul which we no more can bind; Strange state of being! (for 't is still to be) Senseless to fecl, and with seal'd eyes to see. XXXI. She dream'd of being alone on the sea-shore, Until she sobb'd for breath, and soon they were Anon-she was released, and then she stray'd "T was white and indistinct, nor stopp'd to meet Her glance nor grasp, for still she gazed and grasp'd, And ran, but it escaped her as she clasp'd. XXXIII. The dream changed in a cave she stood; its walls Of ages on its water-fretted halls, Where waves might wash, and seals might breed and Jurk; Her hair was dripping, and the very balls Of her black eyes seem'd turn'd to tears, and murk The sharp rocks look'd below each drop they caught, Which froze to marble as it fell, she thought. XXXIV. And wet, and cold, and lifeless at her feet, Pale as the foam that froth'd on his dead brow, Which she essay'd in vain to clear, (how sweet Were once her cares, how idle seem'd they now!) Lay Juan, nor could aught renew the beat Of his quench'd heart; and the sea-dirges low Rang in her sad ears like a mermaid's song, And that brief dream appear'd a life too long. 1 XXXV. And gazing on the dead, she thought his face More like and like to Lambro's aspect grew- And starting, she awoke, and what to view! Oh! Powers of Heaven! what dark eye meets she there? Tis-t is her father's-fix'd upon the pair! XXXVI. Then shrieking, she arose, and shrieking fell, XXXVII Up Juan sprung to Haidee's bitter shriek, Vengeance on him who was the cause of all : And Haidee clung around him: « Juan, 't is- Of pleasure and of pain-even while I kiss Thy garment's hem with transport, can it be That doubt should mingle with my filial joy? Deal with me as thou wilt, but spare this boy,» XXXIX. High and inscrutable the old man stood, Calm in his voice, and calm within his eyeNot always signs with him of calmest mood: He look'd upon her, but gave no reply; Then turn'd to Juan, in whose cheek the blood Oft came and went, as there resolved to die ; In arms, at least, he stood, in act to spring On the first foe whom Lambro's call might bring. XLII. Lambro presented, and one instant more Had stopp'd this Canto, and Don Juan's breath, When Haidee threw herself her boy before, Stern as her sire : « On me,» she cried, « let death Descend-the fault is mine; this fatal shore He found-but sought not. I have pledged my faith; I love him-I will die with him: I knew Your nature's firmness-know your daughter's too.» XLIII. A minute past, and she had been all tears, She drew up to her height, as if to show XLIV. He gazed on her, and she on him; it was strange In the large dark eye's mutual-darted flame; If cause should be-a lioness, though tame: XLV. I said they were alike, their features and There was resemblance, such as true blood wears; And now to see them, thus divided, stand In fix'd ferocity, when joyous tears, And sweet sensations, should have welcomed both, Show what the passions are in their full growth. XLVI. The father paused a moment, then withdrew « Not I,» he said, «have sought this strangers ill; Not I have made this desolation: few Would bear such outrage, and forbear to kill; XLVII. Let him disarm; or, by my father's head, His own shall roll before you like a ball !a He raised his whistle, as the word he said, And biew; another answer'd to the call, And rushing in disorderly, though led, And arm'd from boot to turban, one and all, Some twenty of his train came, rank on rank; He gave the word, « Arrest or slay the Frank.» XLVII. Then, with a sudden movement, he withdrew In vain she struggled in her father's grasp The file of pirates; save the foremost, who Here I must leave him, for I grow pathetic, Moved by the Chinese nymph of tears, green tea! That I must have recourse to black Bohea : Unless when qualified with thee, Cognac ! And make, like other nymphs, thy lovers ill? LIV. I leave Don Juan for the present safe Not sound, poor fellow, but severely wounded; Yet could his corporal pangs amount to half Of those with which his Haidee's bosom bounded? She was not one to weep, and rave, and chafe, And then give way, subdued because surrounded; Her mother was a Moorish maid, from Fez, Where all is Eden, or a wilderness. LV. There the large olive rains its amber store In marble fonts; there grain, and flower, and fruit, And long, long deserts scorch the camel's foot, LVI. Afric is all the sun's, and as her earth Her human clay is kindled, full of power For good or evil, burning from its birth, The Moorish blood partakes the planet's hour, And like the soil beneath it will bring forth: Beauty and love were Haidee's mother's dower : But her large dark eye show'd deep Passion's force, Though sleeping like a lion near a source. LVII. Her daughter, temper'd with a milder ray, Like summer clouds all silvery, smooth, and fair, Till slowly charged with thunder they display Terror to earth, and tempest to the air, Had held till now her soft and milky way; But, overwrought with passion and despair, The last sight which she saw was Juan's gore, Where late he trod, her beautiful, her own: Her struggles ceased with one convulsive Groan; On her sire's arm, which until now scarce held Her writhing, fell she like a cedar fell'd. LIX. A vein had burst, and her sweet lips' pure dyes Of herbs and cordials they produced their store, LX. Days lay she in that state unchanged, though chill, All hope; to look upon her sweet face bred The ruling passion, such as marble shows When exquisitely chisell'd, still lay there, She woke at length, but not as sleepers wake, Rather the dead, for life seem'd something new, A strange sensation which she must partake Perforce, since whatsoever met her view Struck not on memory, though a heavy ache Lay at her heart, whose earliest beat still true Brought back the sense of pain without the cause, For, for a while, the furies made a pause. |