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"Let your own better nature teach you whether I have deserved this mockery,' exclaimed Lena, vehemently. Oh, Walter! Walter! whom can I trust since you too have deceived me?' With these words, she turned away hastily to conceal her gushing tears, and entered the house, leaving Geysbert perfectly confounded at her sudden change of manner. "When she reached her own room she gave way to a burst of agony which fully revealed to her the nature of her own feelings. She knew that she loved, deeply and devotedly, but along with this knowledge came the bitter recollection that she could never hope to inspire love in another. She thought with anguish upon the language which she had just heard from Walter's lips; she would have given worlds to have been able to believe it; but no; he, of all other men-so handsome, so gifted-it could not be that he could look with love upon her. It was a fearful thing to recognise in Walter Geysbert only the interested and venal suitor, but to her mind there seemed no alternative.

"Geysbert, on his part, could only attribute her indignant rejection of him to pride. He remembered that in her eyes he was only her father's clerk; and a stern and stubborn resolution took possession of him. During the few days that preceded his departure, they never met except at table. A cold respect characterized all Geysbert's demeanour towards Lena. He seemed to have forgotten or at least determined that she should forget his proffered suit, for neither by word or look did he ever remind her of the past. Thus they parted. No word of explanation was uttered, no kind glance, or unbidden tear melted the icy wall which pride had raised between them. They parted with wounded tenderness and bitter feelings strangely commingled in their bosoms; and each knew their parting was to be a life-long sorrow.

"Months passed away in dreary hopelessness and sorrow to Lena, when her father one day brought home a letter from Walter Geysbert.

"You will have learned by the time this reaches you of my father's death, (so said the letter,) but there are other circumstances which may require some explanations to so old a friend. In early life my father was greatly indebted to an elder brother, who afforded him the means of making a fortune. That brother afterwards died a bankrupt, and his only child, my cousin Gertrude, has been like a daughter in my father's house ever since. It was my father's cherished wish to see us united, and at his bedside, the evening before his death, we were married. It was a melancholy bridal; and I pray you to offer me no congratulations. Gertrude is a good and gentle creature, and if

of the different fate I once dreamed of attaining, I subdue my repinings by the reflection that I have only performed my duty.'

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Mr. Von Elmer read the letter aloud as he sate in the porch at sunset. Lena stood behind him holding the silver tobacco-case from which he was about to fill his pipe as soon as he had finished reading. Her cheek grew deadly pale, but she uttered not a word.

"I did not know my cousin Geysbert was so rich,' said Mrs. Von Elmer, scarcely looking up from her knitting.

"He is one of the richest merchants in Amsterdam.'

"Why did he send Walter out to this country as a clerk?'

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For fear that riches would spoil him.' "Did not Walter know of his father's wealth?' "Not until I informed him, a few days before he sailed.'

"Lena waited to hear no more, but, hurrying from the room, sought in solitude to silence the bitter cry that rose up within her wronged heart. She saw it all now. Walter Geysbert had truly loved her; he had hushed all expression of his feelings while he was only the humble clerk, but no sooner did he find himself her equal in station and her superior in fortune, than he had come to her with the proffer of that noble heart. And she had rejected it. In the blindness of her pride and self-distrust and base suspicion, she had trampled in scorn upon the priceless offering. Now he was lost to her for ever. Henceforth a life of loneliness and self-reproach must be her atonement for thus wronging two true hearts.

"Now I have told you a true story, my children; have I not proved to you the existence of a woman whose want of the very quality we call personal vanity caused all her sorrow?”

"But you have not finished your story, grandmamma. What became of Lena? Did she ever marry?"

"She did."

"Then all her romantic ideas vanished with her youth, I suppose."

“No; for her marriage was the finish of her youth's romance, converting it into a blessed reality. Lena was just turning that awkward corner in life which brings a woman among the

thirties,' when Walter Geysbert returned to America, a widower, with an infant daughter. He did not come to renew his early vows, but he still regarded Lena with a deep and earnest interest. He had scarcely expected to find her still unmarried, and in the pleasure of their renewed friendship the lapse of time was forgotten or disregarded. He finally ventured to allude to the painful past, and then Lena honestly and candidly avowed her long-expiated error. A

full explanation ensued, which ended in con- | standing her want of beauty; and when, ten vincing Lena that beauty is not the only love-years ago, the hand of death bowed down that able quality in woman, and she became the stately form and dimmed the fire of those lovehappy wife of the lover of her youth. People lighted eyes, she knew that a glory had desaid she had outlived her pride, and was glad parted from the earth to be renewed with imnow to take up with a widower rather than die mortal brightness in a better world." an old maid. But she cared little for such remarks. For forty years she was the happy wife of the man whom she had once scornfully rejected; for forty years she found herself the object of the most devoted affection, notwith-read so well this riddle of woman's life.

The old lady's voice faltered, and she brushed away the tears that gathered upon her eyelids. Then her listeners knew that only she who had thus erred and thus suffered could be enabled to

MY ALICE.

A BALLAD.

I.

BY WILLIAM PEMBROKE MULCHINOCK.

BRIGHT as the sun in the East awaking,
Bright as the foam of the billow breaking,
Light as the lark from the lawn upspringing,
Gay as the notes of his sky-born singing,
Calm as the heart of an infant sleeping,
Calm as the stars their night-watch keeping,
My heart is now free from Fortune's malice;
My home is bright as a fairy palace;

My soul drinks love out of Joy's bright chalice,
Filled to the brim by my heart's queen, Alice.

II.

With spells of might, that I would not sever,
She links my heart to her own for ever;
Lightly that heart in my bosom dances,
Stirred to its deeps by her love-lit glances;
Just as the waves of the world-wide ocean
Answer the moon with a sweet emotion,
Happy days glide away fast and fleetly,
Happy nights, just as fleet, pass as sweetly;
My heart is blest, free from Fortune's malice;
My home is bright as a fairy palace;

My soul drinks love out of Joy's bright chalice,
Filled to the brim by my heart's queen, Alice.

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Stainless and pure as the bright skies o'er me,
Angel, incarnate, she moves before me;
Lamp of a heart by deep sorrow shaded,
Brightening and gilding each hope long faded;
Out of the wrecks of a day of sorrow
Building the dome of a sun-bright morrow;
Fondly her arms are around me twining,
Brightly her eyes are above me shining:
Sweet is that voice that will ever move me,
Whispering to my heart, "Love me, love me."
My heart is blest, free from Fortune's malice;
My home is bright as a fairy palace;
My soul drinks love out of Joy's bright chalice,
Filled to its brim by my heart's queen, Alice.

IV.

Sitting beside me all the day smiling,
Sorrow and hoary time both beguiling;
Sitting beside me, clinging unto me,

Many and sweet are her ways to woo me;

My life's a garden of fruits in flushing,

Love is the stream through its bright space rushing;
Ever and aye is the streamlet flowing,

Ever and aye are the fair flowers blowing,
Ever and aye, like brother with brother,
Joy and Hope through the space chase each other,
And the garden's queen of fawn-like lightness
Is Alice, my wife, the soul of brightness.
My heart is blest, safe from Fortune's malice;
My home is bright as a fairy palace;
My soul drinks love out of Joy's bright chalice,
Filled to the brim by my heart's queen, Alice.

FAMILIAR PLACES.

A SONNET.

BY J. H. BIXBY.

THE old familiar places which I knew
When life was young, my spirit back can bear
To other days and give to me a share
Of the delightful buoyancy which threw
Its spell upon me then. Alas! how few

Of the familiar faces round me there

Beam on me now, and ah, how much has care,

And wo, and ceaseless change, stole from the true
Unfading picture of my early life,

Treasured within my heart. The wood and hill,
The fields and stream, are yet with beauty rife,
And with slight change will keep their freshness still
When I and all I've known have done with strife,
And other forms the round of being fill.

THE PERPLEXED STUDENT.

A LESSON FOR BACHELOR BOOKWORMS.

BY MRS. C. H. BUTLER.

"From woman's eyes this doctrine I derive:
They sparkle still the right Promethean fire,
They are the books-the arts-the academies
That show, contain, and nourish all the world."

CHAPTER I.

HORACE MANSFIELD was rapidly becoming a misanthrope-yet stay, that may be too harsh a term to apply to my young hero, for, although shunning society,

"He hated not his fellow-men, While from their close companionship he shrank, And in rapt converse with the dead, forgot To wave the mystic wand which must reveal The sources, whence flow streams of deeper happiness."

For, with an almost hermit-like seclusion from the world did he shut himself within the narrow limits of his study-seldom going thence unless to stroll in meditative mood, with folded arms and eyes downcast, through the adjoining forest. Earthquakes might shake the globethrones totter from their base, and kings bite the dust what then? To him, it was no more than the sighing of the autumnal blast, sweeping in its course from the monarchs of the wood their gorgeous diadems!

Already at the age of twenty-three, he had never felt the passion of love, nor looked with deeper emotion upon any of Eve's fair daughters, than he did upon the painted butterfly glancing in giddy circles before him, and should either approach too near, he would probably have brushed both from his path with the same stoical indifference-pretty, harmless creatures, butterflies and maidens!

Now this was a most unfortunate state of things for Mr. Mansfield, Senior. A widower for many long years, and too much attached to the memory of the departed to think of marrying a second time, he had suffered himself to look forward with pleased anticipation to the period when Horace, his only child, should be old enough to take a wife. Ah! the presence of a young charming bride, how it would change all things at the lonely old Hall! What magic would her sweet voice exert-how would her lightest footfall thrill his heart with the glad ness of other days! Bless her bright eyes, and her sunny smile-already the old gentleman

doted upon this ignis fatuus of his imagination.

How great then was his disappointment to find Horace, at the age of manhood, too deeply absorbed by the Portias and Lucretias of ancient days, to bestow even a thought upon living beauties going back into the dim ages of the past, and there falling in raptures over the virtues of a Cornelia, or the charms of a Helen, and would take to his arms an old musty blackletter folio with more delight, than he would clasp the fairest copy of womankind. In vain the old gentleman preached to his moody son— in vain tossing upon a sleepless pillow, he, night after night, strove to devise some plan to draw him from his studies-one day he would propose hunting, another, fishing; sometimes he would urge travel, or suggest a winter in the city. But looking up with a dreamy air, Horace would only shrug his shoulders, utter something between a yawn and a groan, and then plunge anew into the labyrinth of bygone ages, or puzzle his brains with some metaphysical question. Besides,

"He was in logic a great critic
Profoundly skilled in analytic;
He could distinguish and divide

A hair 'twixt south and southwest side.
In mathematics he was greater
Than Tycho Brahe or Erra Pater,

Besides 'twas known he could speak Greek
As naturally as pigs do squeak!"

"Confound all books!" would the old gentleman exclaim. And indeed had books been as rare as in the days of the worshipful Knight of La Mancha, how gladly would Mr. Mansfield have emulated the zeal of the worthy curate and barber, and consigned to the flames those silent yet sorcerous enemies to his hopes. But in these "latter days," when, with the swiftness with which one wave chases another, as the speed of thought, or the constant dropping of sand in the inverted hour-glass, the teeming Press sends forth her offspring, well he knew, that from the glowing mass, another, Phoenixlike, would arise from its ashes, and its name be "Legion!" Therefore smothering his fiery

ardour, he once more looked within his brain for | and, therefore, merely raising his head, with a some more effectual counter-charm to their en- long-drawn sigh, he saidchantments.

And no wonder the poor old gentleman was out of all patience, for it did seem a thousand pities that such a fine, handsome young fellow as Horace, should be thus wasting the freshness of his youth, encased like a mummy in a catacomb!

And so one day Mr. Mansfield suddenly broke into this living tomb, making considerable bustle, too, as he did so, by slamming the door, and kicking over a huge Josephus-but bless you the student heeded it no more than he

would the dancing of a thistle-down through the open window. Dragging a chair not very gently to the table, the old gentleman seated himself facing his abstracted son, where he might have sat unnoticed till doomsday had he not taken a pretty sure way of making his presence known, namely, by suddenly sweeping his large bony hand over the open page, and hurling the book under the table. It must be confessed Horace was too well accustomed to this mode of salutation to express any surprise,

"Well, father?"

"Now I tell you what it is, Horace," exclaimed the old gentleman, striking his fist upon the voluminous mass of papers before him; "I can't stand this any longer-this sort of life won't do for me. I have borne it as patiently as a saint for as many years as you can count fingers and toes, and now there must be an end of it. I ask you if you don't feel ashamed of yourself,-I ask you if you are doing anything to make your old father happy, perched up there week in and week out, like a

piece of petrified clay, when you should be looking out for a wife, and gladdening my old eyes, ere death closes them for ever, by the sight of your happiness."

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Horace smiled, shook his head, and tracing a parallelogram on the paper before him, replied:

"Methinks, my dear father, it would have been no greater absurdity for old Thomas Aquinas to have doffed the cowl, and relaxed his stern visage into the soft simper of a lover's smile, than for me to break from these rusty fetters, only to yield allegiance to Love's rosy bondage."

"Fiddle-de-dee!-Then I tell you what I've a great mind to do,-fall into the what-doyou-call-it bondage of Love myself," answered the old gentleman. "Now, suppose I get a wife, Horace ?"

"No doubt, father, a woman would be very useful in looking after the house, really, I think your suggestion most excellent."

"Look after the house, you iceberg!-Mrs. Dimity does that, don't she? No, I want no wife that will be for ever bustling about in the kitchen and pantry-I want society, I tell you -I am tired of sitting like an old solitary badger, or of smoking my pipe with the gravity

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of Robinson Crusoe, with only the cat at my | Pete down to the village for Treble to come elbow, and for amusement counting the flies and tune up the old piano. There, good-bye crawling over the ceiling,-I am tired of it, I to you." So saying, he mounted to the roof of tell you!" the stage, where he seated himself comfortably by the side of the driver, then, with a chuckle and a significant nod toward the still closed shutters of his son, he gave the word, "All's ready." The wheels groaned and shrieked— the coach grumbled-Jehu cracked his whip

Then, father, to be serious, why not get married? I really don't see how you can do better," said Horace.

"You don't, well I do,-for, after all, no pretty lass would fancy an old fellow like me, and as for the elderly damsels, they would prefer their snuff and tea;—no, no, I have a better plan than marriage in my head. Harkee, young gentleman! I am going to rejuvenate these old walls; I will fill them with beauty, with sparkling eyes and beaming smiles, angels and sylphs shall glide amid its lonely chambers, and the music of glad voices ring like marriage bells through these old elms!"

"Do you wield the wand of Prospero, my dear father, that you can thus at pleasure summon such dainty spirits?" said Horace, smiling.

the horses, looking sideways at each other, as if to say, "if we must-we must, that's all," stretched their sinews to the task, and the coach was set in motion.

Mr. Mansfield once more waved his hand to the housekeeper, and then bracing himself to bear the jolting of the crazy vehicle, was soon rattling over the turnpike, en route for Albany.

CHAPTER II.

"MR. HORACE! Mr. Horace!-dear me, what a boy! I say, Mr. Horace, don't you know your father is coming home this very blessed day, with all those city girls, and yet here you sit, although it is past five o'clock, in your old dressing-gown and slippers!-Dear me, Mr. Hor-a-ce!" and elevating her voice almost to a scream, Mrs. Dimity, the housekeeper, approached close to the elbow of the student, and

"You shall see, for to-morrow I start for New York, from thence I shall take a trip into Jersey; I have nieces by the dozen, young, glad creatures, as merry as the birds, and it shall go hard but I will bring home such a charming flock as shall make me young again. So, Mr. Horace, revel among your old tomes like a book-worm, as you are, while I cry Vive la bagatelle!' Saying which, the old gentle-placed her hand upon his shoulder. man leaped up from his chair, cut the pigeon wing with a great flourish, snapped his fingers in the face of Horace, and then fairly danced out of the room with all the agility of a boy.

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Sure enough it was no joke, the threat which Mr. Mansfield had uttered, for, that very evening, Pete was despatched to the village, three miles distant, to book the old gentleman for the Albany stage, whence the steamboat would bear him to the city, and, at an early hour the following morning, the quiet woods around the old Hall echoed, not with the merry peal of the huntsman's notes, but with the doleful "Toot-toot-too-oo-ot-toot" of the tin stage-horn, dolefully re-tooted on every side, and in a few moments the lumbering coach itself, with its four lean, spavined attachées, appeared looming through the fog, and wheeled up with a desperate attempt at display to the door of the Hall.

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Ah, Mrs. Dimity, dinner is ready then,very well, don't wait, I will be down in a moment," said Horace, without, however, raising his eyes from his book.

"Dear me! dear me! do pray shut up your book, Mr. Horace!" cried the good woman; "why, bless me, they will be here in an hour! Do now, Mr. Horace, go and shave yourself, and put on your new black coat and your satin vest,-why dearee me, your beard is as long as any old patriarch's in the book of Genesis!-Come, Mr. Horace, I have laid your clothes all out for you-Mr. Horace! Mr. Horace! there, there!-Mercy on me, he don't hear no more than the dead!" And poor Mrs. Dimity made a second attempt to attract the attention of the absent young gentleman, by pulling his sleeve.

"Ah, yes; well, Mrs. Dimity, what were you saying?"

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Why that it is time for you to make yourself decent to appear before the company," replied the housekeeper. "For shame, Mr. Horace; why most young men would have been dressed an hour ago, and all on tiptoe, like Prince Chorazzin in the fairy tale, to see your beautiful cousins,- -come now, throw away your

"Well, good-bye, .Mrs. Dimity," exclaimed the old gentleman, slowly descending the steps, and drawing on his gloves; "have an eye on the boy that he don't starve upon his logical chips, and remember, too, to have everything in readiness, just as I told you,-see that the rooms are all well aired,-keep Pete busy among the weeds, and look out for the straw-book, do!" berry beds, for there will be dainty fingers busy

"My good Mrs. Dimity," replied Horace smithere by-and-by,-and don't forget to send ling, "if you ever read Shakespeare I would ask,

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